Discarded

chapter 23

Jordyn

The sun forced me to wake up. I felt a warm body next to mine. I took a look as I saw my baby next to me cuddling into my neck.

Fuck the last night was—hot.

I took my phone which was laying on the bedside table next to the handcuffed. A grin grew wider on my lips thinking about what I did with her.

A look on the clock shew me that it was half past two.

I went on my Instagram where I saw 99+ follow requests. The same shit with my dm's.

I checked a few and it was clear. They were asking about Ariana and me.

U guys so cute

Can you please update pics with her

You're so beautiful

I'm gonna kick yo ass if you ever hurt her

I smiled at these messages from her fans. I loved them because I knew they want to protect her.

When I looked at her checking if she was still asleep, I saw her eyes opened staring at me.

„Morning greedy" I said and smiled at her. She smiled back.
„Good morning baby"
„How'd you sleep?" I questioned curiously.
„Mmhhh—Good and you?" she mumbled while stretching herself.
„I'm good too, I'ma make some breakfast my greedy baby"

I stood up taking my robe and put it on.

„Stop staring Grande" I said before I left the bedroom.
„You're fucking hot Davis" she yelled back making me laugh.

Ariana

As I wanted to stand up I felt a pain. My abdomen was hurting like hell but making me smile to know why. I never had that good sex like yesterday.

Slowly I startet to sat up, yawning loudly. I put on a robe too and staggered into the kitchen where I saw Jordyn making pancakes.

„Can you get me a hot water bottle?" I asked and hugged her from behind.
„Sure what's wrong baby?"
„I think you really fucked me and showed me much love yesterday" I whispered into her ear. She giggled and kissed my lips passionately.

We sat on the table starting to eat the breakfast. We talked a little bit before cleaning up and going back to the bedroom.

I laid down pulling her with me. She was on top of me as I smashed my lips on hers felling the softness again.

„I wanna thank you" I said and she furrowed her eyebrows.
„I never felt that safe before"
„Aww baby, me too. And I need to thank you. You make so happy" she said before she cupped my cheek.

„You know—one day we're gonna marry. Then we're gonna adopt a baby and raise it together. And one day we'll see our grandchild's. I couldn't imagine having goals like this but with you, it's different Ariana"

I felt tears in my eyes trying to hold them back. I wanted her so bad. I wanted her finger with my ring. I want her seeing in a white dress. I want seeing her with our child playing some shit. I wanna feel her old wrinkled hand in mine. Maybe too cheesy, but I wanted it!

„I love you Jordyn" I uttered and she smiled.
„I love you too baby"

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After a long cuddle time, we decided to invite Courtney, Victoria, Tiley and Billie.

At the moment we were sitting in the couch watching a movie. I was laying in Jordyns arms feeling how warm she even was.

Fuck this fucking fucker. Fuck the shit." Courtney yelled and we started to laugh. We were watching a horror movie and as we all knew, Courtney was anxious as fuck.

„Why can't we just watch a normal movie like—Cinderella or The beauty and the beast?" she questioned furrowing her eyebrows.
„Cause we're enjoying it when you jump up when something scary comes" I said and she gave me a mad gaze.

We continued the movie as I felt Jordyns breath becoming heavier and heavier. I thought she fell asleep but she didn't.

„Baby is everything okay?" I questioned. She coughed a few times before placing her hand on her throat.
„Baby!" I asked more concerned.

„Open a window" Courtney told Billie.

„Baby look at me" I said my eyes got watery. She was like choking and I didn't know what to do.
„Look at me calm down" I tried to say but she just started to choke badly.

„Call the emergency" I yelled to Courtney.

After a few minutes the emergency arrived and took Jordyn into the car. We explained what happened.

„Can I come with you?" I asked a paramedic.
„Who are you?"
„Her girlfriend" I uttered and he nodded leading me into the emergency car.

I saw her laying on this bed. I held her hand while the paramedics stung a needle into her arm.

„Don't be scared" I said to her feeling her squeezing my hand.

I knew how much she hated hospitals. I knew how much she hated needles.

When we arrived the hospital, the paramedics took her to a doctor where I wasn't allowed to go in.

A few minutes later, Courtney came here.

„How's she?" she asked and I shrugged. The tears dropped down feeling worried. I didn't know what to think. I was scared. What happened to her?

Suddenly a doctor came out and Courtney and I stood up walking towards him.

„How's she?" I questioned whipping the tears out my face.

„Mrs. Grande, right?" I nodded.

„I don't know how to tell you that but—Mrs. Davis had a heart attack" he told me and I felt my body heavier than ever.

„A-And how's she?"

„Well—she's still not stabile—it's very serious about your girlfriend" he said as I collapsed on the floor.

My body shook, I saw everything blurred. I felt Courtney's tight hug around my arms.

My sobs got louder and louder just thinking about losing Jordyn.

She was my life, the person I love and live for. She was my everything. I couldn't imagine a life without her. If she's not alive I won't be either. I couldn't loose another person in my life. Especially her.

Then everything went black.

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So yeah that's all:) I know it's a little bit too short but now the drama is gonna start :D I donno either if this should have a Happy end or not. For wishes just write some in the comments. Thanks for reading 💗🖤

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