Hello hello so I only have 4 readers and thats kind of depressing but its fine because I read the last two chapters and I actually thought it was pretty good so maybe if I write some more parts to the story I will get more reads maybe?I dont know to be honest.Anyway I am going to update for those two people who have read this story I am so sorry for not updating I just kind of loss motivation but anyways lets just start of because writing is fun when you actually want to .
Shouko pov
The sun forced my eyelids open as the morning sun poured in.Most mornings I dont see the point of even getting out of bed not because of laziness but sometimes I would ponder on the worth of life ,what meaning did life have for me.But this morning I manage to jump out of bed dragging myself into the bathroom.Today I felt more ambitious more willing to live maybe because now I...I have a friend.I wash my face in the sink and dry it with a towel.I haven't cared about what I look like for a long time but I knew I was to some degree pretty.But when I look in the mirror I looked so lifeless.From lack of eating my checks were sunken and the lack of sun on my skin made me look pale.I had dark circles under my eyes and my grey-blue eyes look more grey than blue.I sigh.An idea pops into my head.I yank open a draw and take out a little bag covered in untouched dust.I wipe it of with my hand and unzip it.I take out some concealer and wipe away the dark circles.I add some bronzer to my face to make me look a little less pale.I then line my eyes with a small bit of eyeliner and add some mascara to my eyes.That looks better I think looking at my face in the mirror.I brush out my short chestnut hair and realize how long my fringe was.I get some scissors and snip of a little to cut it down to size. Thats better .I skip happily out of the bathroom and grab my uniform.The school uniform was pretty nice.It was a light blue plade skirt with a white colored shirt .I have a blue tie that goes around my neck and for girls we are allowed to wear a blue cardigan.It also comes with knee high socks and brown school shoes.I slip it on and then walk into the kitchen.My mum is sleeping as she has another night shift at the hospital today.I open the fridge.I hardly ate anything anymore.You see after the accident I developed an eating disorder and I was only slowly recovering.I grab a curry bun from the freezer and place it in a steamer pouch and pop it in the microwave.I take it out place it on a plate and get some chopsticks.Using my utensils I pick it up and stare at it like it was some foreign entity.Just do it I think to myself I take a deep breath and put it back on my plate,I will try again at lunch.
Alex pov
I am walking to school gnawing on a rice bun.I already know I have food all over my mouth but thats fine.The sun is beaming today and I feel like I am being cooked in an oven.I reach the school gates and see a head of chestnut hair.
"Sakura san!"I yell waving her over and stuffing the last of my breakfast in my mouth.
She turns around and looks at me with her warm gre-oh wait I didn't notice before but I think they are blue. Theres something different about her today she looks more alive.She comes infront of me and shyly tucks a strand of hair behind her ear.
"You look different today,"I blurt stupidly.
"Oh I thought I would try something different it looks bad doesn't it,"she says looking down slightly.
"No!"I say very loudly and awkwardly.
"No?"she says confused.
"I mean it looks good you look really good,"I say my face turning red.
She blushes and gives me a smile.She turns around probably on her way to her next class.But I see a fuming Yen in the corner of my eye and her posy following her.Damn it I didn't want to get Sakura in this drama.I am about to intervene but as the bell rings a whole swarm of students carry me away.I hope she will be fine.
Amelia (Yen) pov
That girl, that girl she has only been with Alex for two days and she is already acting so budy budy with him damn it.Whats this they are blushing...OH HELL NO!I signal to my followers to follow me as Sakura san walks away.That little bitch.
We start walking and I deliberately bump her into a less crowded area in the grounds thats dark and shaded.She drops her bag and her books all fall out.She looks up at me and gives me a smile.Damn I already hate that smile.
"Sorry bout that,"she says nervously looking down gathering all her books.She picks it up and starts to walk of but I grab her color and push her back onto the ground.She looks shocked then get back up and tries to walk of but then I push her back.
"Can I help you Yen san,"she says looking down her fringe shading her eyes.
"So you know my name,"I pause."what idea in hell do you have that thinks you can say my name,"I sneer down at her giving her another rough push.
Her fist clenched maybe she isnt as timid as I thought.
"If you dont mind I will be on my way now,"she says trying to walk past me.
I drag my left foot back and pick up my right sending into her stomach.She is instantly shot back clutching her stomach on the floor.I smile.
"Now your listening,"I say crossing my arms over her the rest of my group surrounding her. "Stay away from Alex kun he is mine,"I sneer down at her.She stays silent until I hear laughter.
"What are you laughing at!"I yell.
"You may think your his but he obviously has no interest in you,"she pauses as she tilts her head up meeting her eyes with mine a smile plastered plastered across her face and here eyes wild."He is my friend if you want him get him yourself you desperate mother fuker,"
She gets up dusting her skirt of .I am frozen in place shocked at her words and sudden outburst.She walks past me her eyes now an icy blue instead of a dull blue.
Ok nice chapter huuuuh. Sorry if you dont like swear words but I did say that this story will have strong language.Sorry but I am already fangirling over Sakura san and Sato kun eeeeee.Oh if there is any confusion with names lemme clear it up.
Yen san-Amelia Yen (the bitchy bully)
Sakura san-Shouko Sakura(my delicate but badass main character)
Sato kun-Alex Sato(my lovely main characters love interest)
I do realise this chapter is a bit late from when I said I was gonna update but I am sorry I am also behind on my fan fic ugh.Anyway quote and we are out ummm.Oh snap this is perfect.
"Some people only hate you because of the way other people love you"
-No name for the quote lol
-Neko chan
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Romance17 year old Shouko joins a new school hoping to escape the scared past of her childhood. She is hoping for a happy and safe school life but she is mistaken, The top girl Amelia doesn't want anyone new on her turf especially one who befriends Alex h...
