Hi so I just wanted to say that I will be updating as frequent as possible but you know its just its fasting month and I get tired and I also have my fan fiction which I haven't updated in a few days to so if I haven't posted I am actually really sorry and I promise once Ramadan is over there will be more frequent posts.And get this I wrote the perfect ending to this story in my notebook and it is so freaking amazing (sorry about my lack of modesty).
Shouko pov
The 1st day of school at Shirui high was OK.I cant say I made much of a impression on the students but the teachers seem to like me a lot. However the day was insanely dificult. I just wanted to leave the noise the people everything about school made me want to puke.Not in the way most kids hate school but because it brought back memories,memories of everything that happened...memories I had hoped to forget.I was walking out the school gates the May sun shinning on me.I had to get out I couldn't panic here in font of everyone .I felt so nauseous I thought I was going to be sick. Thats when I saw the black haired boy from this morning walking towards me a big goofy grin on his face.What was his name again...oh yeah Alex Sato.
"Sakura san!"he yelled, friendly waving me over.
I didnt want to but it would look rude if I just ignored.I would just get whatever this is over with quick.I walk over to him and give him a small smile.
"Hi Sato kun"I say sweetly.
"Hey, so I was just wondering how was your first day at Shirui?"he asked perkily.
How?Is all I thought. How does he look so care free so worry free.I wanted that I wanted to have not a care in the world...I wanted to be happy,I wanted to know how it felt.
"Um Sakura san,you alive?he asks,snapping me back to reality.
"Oh sorry I uh yeah,my first day was awesome, great teachers!"I blurt.
He smiles."Good!So um I was just wondering if you,um,wanted,me or we could be you know friends?"he asks his face turning slightly pink.
"What does friends mean?"I ask staring into his green eyes completely lost in their beauty.
He looks shocked.But I remain blank.Was my question that preposterous.Surely he cant expect everyone to know what a "friends"is.
He chuckles nervously and scratches the back of his neck."How can I explain this."he ponders to himself"Oh I know, you see when two people have a certain degree of um...fondness for each other and care about each other they are friends."
He notices that I still loo confused and trys to explain it further.
"You trust you friend and they trust you they are someone you can talk to about your problems without feeling judged and you go to eachothers houses and hang out and stuff."
"I see and you want to be my friend?"I ask uncertain.
"Yes"he breaths exasperated.
I think about this offer for moment do I want to be friend with this boy?Do i want to trust him "hang out" with him?Do I want to be fond of him do I want to care about him.I look at his kind eyes and goofy grin.This boy is unlike anyone I have ever met before yet I feel like, like I can trust him...is it because he looks like Sugu?I make up my mind and speak.
"Ok."I say brightly.
"Cool!"he says happily.
For the rest of the afternoon me and Sato kun hang out together as friends.We talk and we laugh and we smile and make jokes.We talk about our similarities and differences,our likes and dislikes.And for once in a long time I feel happy.Its getting late and the sun is going down.
"We should probably head home now,"he says while we lay in a green and lush field watching the sun go down.I breathe I feel so relaxed so at peace with the world and I feel like I have know this boy that I met this morning for years.
I moan."Just five more minutes"I wine playfully rolling onto my stomach in the tall grass.
"I think that enough fun for one day lazy,"he chuckles while standing up.I give him a pouty face and he tries to stay serious but he just bursts out laughing and so do I. Thats when I feel his arms enclose around my waist and he slings me over his shoulder.I yell playfully and he chuckles carrying me out of the field.
"Where do you live?"he asks as he reaches the road and sets me down.I dont know why but I hesitate I have only know him for a day, but I trust him and he is just so easy to become comfortable with.I sigh.
"Just a few blocks from here where those big flats are,"I say pointing in the direction of my home.
"Ok lets go!"he exclaims.
He walks me to the flats and by the time we get there it is fully dark outside.
"Thanks for today,"I say as we stop outside the flats buildings door.
"Anytime,"he smiles.
He starts to walk of but then I call out to him.
"I am glad your my friend,"I say and I manage a wide and happy smile.
He winks at me and then starts walking of again.Still smiling I turn to the door and get out the little key card and swipe it.I am about to close the door when I hear running foot steps.
"Shouko wait dont close the door yet!a female voice yells from the distance.
I scan around me then see a running woman in a blue nurses uniform running towards me.
"Oka san?"I say as she gets closer(oka san means mother in Japanese for those of you who dont know)
"Hi honey,"she says breathing heavily as she arrives in front of me.
"Hey Mom,"I say.
"Your home late,"she says worriedly but cautiously.
"Dont worry mum I was hanging with a friend."I say casually
She breaths a sigh of relief.
"Thats good to hear I am so happy for you honey!"she exclaims walking inside.
I shut the door and follow in after her.Yeah I think I am happy to.
Ok so that was today's chapter hope you like it because it was long and nice!Make sure to like comment vote and add to you reading lists/librarys.Thanks for reading!
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