Hi guys so usually as you know I have these humongous gaps between updates but my friend rly liked it so I am treating u all to 2updates in a row yay .
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Alex pov
I watch Shouko embrace her mum as they say their farewells.I smile slightly I'm glad I really am I knew that if that didn't happen shouko would regret it.Regret...thats a feeling I know all to well. I watch as Shouko slowly walks back to the car wiping her eyes frantically.I watch her as she comes closer and into view.As soon as I see her face I know that she is full of dread however there is nothing to stop that.She gives an evident fake smile and I frown slightly.
Dont...you don't have to act for me...
"I'll go inside now guys thanks for everything !"she says in an over enthusiastic voice.
My sister nods I am about to say something but my sister shakes her head.As Shouko turns to leave, Jiki gives me a look through the mirror as if to say :leave her be it's what she wants
But...is what she wants what she needs....
Shouko pov
I walk quickly into my flat and walk to the wall.
"DAMNIT!"I yell out loud.
I don't know why,I said goodbye I accepted what happened.So why? Why do I feel so much anger.I drag my foot back and start to kick the wall as hard as I could.
"DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN-"
I sink to the floor clutching my head exploding into uncontrollable loud sobs.I grab my hair screaming and crying my emotions practically flooding the apartment.The pain from my toe hurts like hell but I don't care.I find myself in an ocean.I am there floating in the abyss.Why am I here? Why am I on this planet at all why is this my life.Why is everything in my life that's good taken away from me.I close my eyes shut trying to flood everything out.But I see...
Him...
Suguha...
What do I do
Onii chan....
(Onii chan means brother)
"Hey what's go you do down?"he says.
It's completely white around me and I see Onii chan standing in front of me his face stretched in his usual smile.He looked ,so normal his usual black jeans and white shirt.Black messy hair and blue eyes. I blink tears spilling from my eyes.
"Onii chan I need you here...I am not strong enough,"
He sighs a smile still spread on his face.
He looks away and starts walking chuckling to himself.
"So what ? I don't think anyone is not strong enough anyone can do anything if they try hard enough which means ..."
He walks towards me grinning as he lifts up my chin.
"So.can.you."
I blink and I am back in my apartment.How long have I been here ? I check the time 6pm!?
Did i fall asleep ?
Oh I see.
It wasnt real.
Of course not .
Hey everyone I am really sorry if this chapter upset anyone but I am crying after writing this.Sorry if this was confusing any questions you guys can ask in the comments hehe.
"If you believe your life so far has been a mistake then maybe now is your chance to mend it"
-Erza Scarlet
-Neko chan
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