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Chapter 14

here's another chapter you lot

⚠️ tw:assault abuse ⚠️

The proof reading was crappy so sorry for mistakes ❤️
I recommend listening to you broke me first or burn or both because it's seems very fitting 😌✨

Pov???
A dad...
What was a dad??
I had a dad apparently..
I had seen him once when I was two hardly remember that.
Once when I was 10.
And the last time at 13.
At ten years old he came in with dirty clothes a sour smell creating a diameter around. him.He looked dirty ragged like the sad sullen insane men that live near the pub sneaking touches underneath school girls skirts as they walked by.Nobody had the heart to report them they looked so done as if nothing was left for them in this world.
Yeah he definitely looked like them on that day.
He came stumbling into the house hand extended ready for a hug his face streched into an insane sadistic smile.Suga was out with his friends so it was just me and mum.His eyes were grey and crazy looking and he ran towards my ten year old self  aiming for a hug.I stood frozen to the spot as my mum chucked him aside.She violently fought shoving him  towards the wall him resisting looking drunken.Inaudible yells were heard from him .At the time I could hardly remember him I didn't even know he was coming but when my mum told me the morning before he was coming to visit I didn't expect something like this...
He knocked my mum to the ground pinning her against the floor.
"Damn! WOMAN!" He yelled.
He reached down under her yelling and screaming as he aimed a punch at her face my eyes widened as he tried to hit her over and over again .Yelling I ran into the kitchen grabbing a saucepan and threw it at his head.
I like archery I go to club every Sunday for young kids.Whenever I got a shot I would whisper bullseye.
As I heard the loud clang as it made contact with his head I couldn't help but breathe out that single world..
"bullseye..."
My mum gets up completely calm and dusts of her outfit.I don't know what happens but she calls up someone on the phone and ten minutes later a women with chestnut hair like me and a man with blonde and black eyes apear at the door the women bows apologetically a million times whilst the man follows my mum with no hatred in her eyes no anger just regret helping to hoist the man into the small black car outside.
That was the first time I had properly seen my dad and I guess it wasn't a very nice experience.
⚠️that was the only assault that happens in this chapter sorry if you found it uncomfortable ⚠️
The second time was when I was 13 I came home from school the usual middle school blue and red uniform swinging as I walked home earbuds in.When I got home I noticed a car that had never been their before.I shove my earphones in my bag and took the keys out from my pocket and unlock the door coming in I hear arguing voices coming from the kitchen.As I walk into it I see the same chestnut haired man sitting at a table arguing with my mum.
"I said I was not letting you near Shouko!"
"I said I was sorry I was messed up then I was in a bad place I have a job got a family quit drugs I did what u said!"
"That was before  what happened three years ago !"
"No"
All eyes fell on me standing at the entrance to the kitchen.
"Shouko, you've grown up to be such a beau-"
"Shut the fuk up!"I seeth looking up at him teeth barred.
My mum looked stunned but she hid it sitting there motionless as my taken aback dad looked at me .
"Get the fuk out,you wanted to see me and you did so get OUT !"I yelled anger taking over me.
He didn't budge and my anger took ever once again.
"Fine don't wanna budge?Fine by me."
I turned on my heel and headed outside swinging the door open, I heard footsteps behind me but I carried on.I grabbed the metal pole that's was at the door for putting shoes on and walked towards his car.I lifted it up and with a satisfied grin on my face I banged harshly at it carrying on with each bang not caring about the
the worried glances from bypassers.Each bang ringed through my ears and rang through my body like a satisfied wave.It was comforting yet loud and insanic.
Everything was drowned out nothing could be heard.I didn't hear the worried and angry shouts from my sorry excuse of a father or saw the concerned look on my mums face.If someone went past all they would see is a girl in a middle school uniform banging at a car.Thats when I felt an arm enclose around the arm holding the bat.I twirl around ready to shove whoever it was but when I saw who I immediately stopped.Standing there with his grey black hair soft white skin and serene blue eyes stood Suga.His high school uniform crumpled from running sweat drenched on his forehead school bag lazily sling over one shoulder.His face displayed not an inch of empty pitty nor did it show concern or anxiousness  it was just his smile.Soft not forced ,but more empathetic,and more understanding .My hand relaxed and the pole fell to the fooor with a clang.At that moment nothing mattered nothing in the world. I hadn't realised how tired I was my whole body had filled with adrenaline and when it left i was like a body without  bones.I dropped into his arms and he caught me my eyes closing sleep consuming me .

Ok why did this chapter take so long to write 👁👄👁.At this point I think like only three if my friends are actually reading this but whatever 😭.You know I make n wholesome cute chapter and then I make this shit so sorry.I wanted to make this cute but hen it turned out to be some dark ass peace of shit anywayyyyy ima proof read tommorow.
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