It was always you

Chapter 3

Nervous.

Furious.

Sad.

Those were the emotions coursing through Sasha. She could hear faint giggling as the door was opening. Everything was in slow motion for Sasha, she could hear her heart beating faster and as the door opened wider, a slender beauty was in view, her heart shattered, as standing behind whom she presumed was Cassie is none other than Raphael shirtless. As soon as he saw Sasha, his smile broke, panic started setting in, he started looking around as if he was in frantic trying to figure a way out. Sasha locked eyes with Cassie, her smile faltered as well, her eyes went wide, realisation dawned unto her who was standing in at her door.

"Aren't I enough?" Sasha directed her question at Raphael, as her tears began slowly falling.

"Sasha, baby... I..." Raphael stuttering

"How could you? You knew about me, and you dated him anyway. What have I ever done to you?"

"I love him" Cassie stated blankly

"And I don't?" Sasha scoffed, Cassie returned with a glare

"Sasha, I'm sorry, baby please forgive me!" he pleaded, as he stepped in front of Cassie

"Answer my question Torres"

"I... i... i love you both"

"WHAT?!" Cassie yelled

"Let me make myself clear here Raphael Torres, the moment you chose to continue seeing her you've chosen her. You had no respect for me or our relationship, You are selfish and an asshole. We are done. Don't bother coming back to our apartment, I will pack your things and I will tell you when you can collect it." Sasha stated firmly, from the corner of her eyes, she could see Cassie smirking in victory.

Raphael stepped forward, wiped Sasha's tears, and whispered "baby please don't, I love you."

"Don't. We are done." she then turned to Cassie and spat out bitterly "Happy anniversary. Enjoy him before he cheats on you" with that Sasha left.

***

Once Sasha got home, all she could think about was how her day went, she started out in love and having a great time, managed to finalise the deal with Mr Hsu, then everything went downhill from there. Sighing, she knows she's going to be wallowing in misery for a few days, so she decided to text her boss that she will not be able to come in for work tomorrow, then she got into the showers.

After a long hot shower, she took out a tub of ice cream and started flipping channels. She knew what she needed, she knew she needed to watch something that would calm her down and possibly make her forget, she turned to the cooking channels and just stared at the tv for the longest time. Slowly her thoughts started invading her mind again,

Why did he choose to cheat?

Isn't she enough?

How many times did he cheat on her and with whom?

Was she not caring enough?

Was she not beautiful?

Did he prefer a slimmer girl? Compared to a curvy one

Did he ever love her?

Will anyone ever love her?

Will she find anyone who will tolerate her?

Will she find anyone who will care for her?

Does she need to adopt dogs to keep her sanity?