It was always you

Chapter 13

Emotions are something we can't control, something that happens to us and our reaction is our emotions. But what if nothing happened to us, how could we fall for someone? Maybe it's their act of kindness, maybe it's their personality, maybe it's none of the above, maybe we are superficial and we only fall for looks.

The following day came, Sasha chose to continue sleeping in Pedro's room, pushing thoughts of Mateo out of her head. Pedro came back late, she didn't want to wake him up so she crept out of his room, slowly closing the door she turned and bumped into Mateo.

"Were you with Pedro?" Mateo questioned harshly. "Uh, shhh!" she shushed Mateo, "he's still asleep" she whispered.

"Did you sleep with him?" Mateo asked, the questions were filled with double meaning.

"I've been sleeping in here for the past 2 days. Since our fight Mateo"

"OH GOD STOP WHISPERING AT MY DOOR YOU FOOLS. LET ME SLEEP. SASHA EITHER YOU GET BACK IN HERE AND CUDDLE WITH THIS CUTE ASS OR GO DOWN. MATEO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY DOOR" Pedro yelled throught the door, Sasha immediately blushed and walked away.

"You could sleep with me in my room you know" Mateo said as he grabbed her arm to stop her. "It's fine Mateo, I'M comfortable with Pedro"

"NO, YOU ARE NOT TAKING MY HUMAN PILLOW AWAY FROM ME. MATEO ASHTON PARKER, YOU MAYBE MY TWIN BUT I WILL KICK YOUR ASS IF YOU TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME RIGHT NOW. SASHA ANNABELLE CARTER, GET YOUR ASS BACK IN THIS BED" Pedro yelled as he opened the door to grab Sasha and drag her back to bed, closing the door behind him.

"Why did you do that Ped?" Sasha questioned.

"Come back to bed, I'll tell you why", so she did and she cuddled with him.

"First of all, I'm bloody tired and you are bloody comfortable. Your curves are the perfect body pillow I need right now, second I think it's time for me to make my brother jealous"

"First thing, Mateo will never get jealous, why should he anyways" she paused as he said "we'll see won't we?". She continued, "secondly, won't your girl get jealous? You cuddling up some other girl?"

"Well she sleeps next to her man every night, I'm sleeping with my best friend because she's the best pillow ever, and I don't think she should be worried, I prefer my girls to be more experienced, if you know what I mean" he laughed, and she rolled her eyes. Soon he drifted off to sleep, so this time she ensured he was in deep sleep before leaving him sprawled on the bed. She needed to take a shower, not willing to risk waking him up, she knocked on Mateo's room door but no answer, she decided to knock again and still no answer, so she opened the door and there wasn't anyone inside, so she decided to shower in his room.

Hopping out of the shower, she got dressed, she soon realised she left her bra, and she had a white top on, hoping that Mateo isn't in the room, she slowly opened the bathroom door, to see her bra dropped in front of the bed. She sighed in relief that Mateo wasn't in the room, she quickly walked over and the door opened.

She screamed and covered her breasts with her hands in defence. Mateo's eyes widened and immediately realised her bra was on the floor, he quickly closed the room door giving her privacy as she got ready. She quickly threw on her bra adjusting her clothes, her face still flushed in embarrassment.

She opened the door to see Mateo, not knowing what to say she looked down. "I didn't see anything" he voiced, she sighed in relief.

Later on during the day, she decided to bring out her laptop and start working on her cafe. She knew what she wanted, she knew exactly what she needed and how much of investment she needed to put in. Deciding not to put her dreams on hold anymore, she contacted the owner of a particular small empty lot in New York and made an offer. While waiting for the owner's decision, she suddenly felt hungry.