'For the fans' had become Gulf's excuse to do everything he wanted with Mew. He didn't hold back anymore. He became carefree it was like the roles had been switched. Mew was the one not sure about the whole PDA whilst Gulf basked in it. He enjoyed the thrill of being watched and the attention they got from the fans.
He started flirting with Mew and Mew became flustered. Gulf was becoming cute every day and it didn't help that Gulf was always touching.
They had to do a live at Mew's house and Gulf was there 30 mins before. They settled with the two other crew members who came to help them with their streaming.
They had answered the fans questions and played around. Gulf was super flirty and touchy in front of the camera. He was determined to do anything for the fans just as they had discussed.
One hour later, the crew left the house and Gulf was left with Mew alone. They stared cleaning up the mess they made during the live. As Gulf was throwing away trash in the trash, he didn't see Mew approach him and he bumped into Mew as he turned around. He was just standing there staring at Mew not sure what to do with the awkwardness. Mew slowly retreated and created more space between the two.
Was that a green light? He questioned himself.
He went and threw away the trash too making sure to watch out for Gulf and leave as much gap as possible between the two.
"p' I'm hungry" Gulf said as he rubbed his stomach. Mew said ok as they went to the kitchen. He took some food from the fridge and microwaved them. As they were eating Gulf smeared some soup on his lips and Mew unconsciously reached out to wipe Gulf's lips with his fingers. Gulf blushed.
They finished eating and as they were putting away the dishes Gulf almost broke a plate as he attempted to put it back in the kitchen cabinet. Mew was quick to step closer and hold the plate before it slipped away from his hand.
They both put away the plate and the room became hot. Gulf turned around and faced Mew. Mew moved in closer. He pecked Gulf's lips.
"are you sure?" He asked his lips still on Gulf's.
"for the fans, right?" Gulf responded and Mew moved back surprised.
"this is not a fan meeting and we are not doing a live right now, what fans?"
"I don't understand" Gulf said embarrassed.
"Just now, you just said for the fans"
"isn't it always for the fans?" Gulf panicked. His fears were coming true and he just didn't know how to handle the situation.
"what are you talking about" Mew asked more confused by Gulf's responses
"p' I don't like this either, but you said we should do it for the fans. You said it made them happy so I just went with the flow"
"I'm sorry I thought we were on the same page"
Gulf could see his ex saying, 'I told you so in his head' and it didn't sit well with him.
"p' im not gay and I'll never be" Gulf walked out of the room grabbed his things and left the house.
Mew could see another Art scenario going on. He was disappointed in himself for not reading the signs clearly again this time. He got scared of Gulf doing a live too. He was scared his career will end if that happens. He would then become a molester since he was older than most.
He didn't sleep much that night and the following day he invited Mild to his house.
He was feeling down and insecure and he wanted a friend to be there.
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PDA: MewGulf
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