Prison of Love &Pain

Chapter 9-Lee Donghae Part 2

No one's POV

As Donghae sat their silently, he got more and more worried. Hyukjae still hasn't come back and it feels like its been hours already! He sighed and looked around the empty, dirty cell. Frowning since all he heard was silence. There were no fights going on anywhere...Which was odd considering the other prisoners always fought. Donghae just shrugged it off though, not thinking too much of it.

He rubbed his belly as he sat there waiting for Hyukjae to show up. Donghae's frown soon disappeared at the thought of having Hyukjae's child, it made him feel special, even it if was never intended. He's afraid to tell Hyukjae though, afraid he will freak out on him. But either way, he's going to love this baby so much. He'll try his hardest to give this baby a wonderful childhood with someone who loves them. Unlike himself, this baby will be given all of his love. 

Donghae thought about what the baby might look like, considering both of them were very attractive themselves. He or she will be beautiful Donghae thought and nodded as if he was agreeing to himself. He smiled as his eyes closed, imagining what their baby will look like. It was childish, of course, but Donghae couldn't help it. He loved his baby already. He was determined to give him/her everything he could, which only included love since he was not able to go out and buy anything. He also set a goal for himself, to protect their baby with everything he has, to make sure he or she grows up recieving nothing but love. 

He didn't want his baby to grow up like he did, being treated badly most of his life was horrible. He hated his childhood, he wished he could have done something to change it. Donghae frowned as he remembered it all. He was an only child, he was never allowed to have a pet and his father scared him more than anything. He had no friends, mainly because the parents of his peers wouldn't let them near him. He lived in a small town called jeollanam in Mokpo and when word got out of his dad being a bad person...He was shunned from everyone. Donghae didn't like thinking about the looks people would give him when he went to buy something at the local market. Or when he reached elementary school and how he was bullied. The other kids called him horrid things and beat him up. 

The only good thing about it all was his mother. She was very loving and caring towards him, so when she died he felt like he needed to go with her. He felt bad for his mom, she was always getting beat by his father, she was protecting him while she was at home. But when she left for work his dad would start hurting him again. But he always got over it as soon as his mom was cradling him in her arms. She was his comfort, the person he cried to when his peers would bully him. He loved her and wished she never left him. 

He doesn't blame it on her though, he blames everything on his father. The one who murdered her, or so he believes. His father was a alcoholic and would cheat on his mother all the time. Usually he would bring them home while she was at work and if Donghae saw something, he would get beat and told not to say anything. Which he didn't, he was too afraid whether his dad told him or not. 

Once he turned eighteen, he was out. His father kicked him out with nothing but a suitcase with the little amount of belongings he had left. He had hitch-hiked his way to Seoul in only a few months. He was barely eating and he never had time to sleep. For the longest time, he lived on the streets, that was until the manager of a strip club approached him and gave him a job. Donghae was soon able to afford to live in a motel and got promoted to be a stipper at the age nineteen. He was very famous in that strip club, so famous that he was also booked privately by older, rich business men. 

It disgusted him, of course, but he had no other choice. He pushed through it for a few weeks until he started seeing these men as his father, it pushed him over the edge. The first kill wasn't so easy, the man was strong but Donghae still managed to slice his throat, literally. Soon he was able to use some leather gloves he found, he also made sure to put on a wig so his hair wouldn't fall out anywhere, and thus the killing began. He did this for about three years until he was suspected for murder at the age twenty-one. 

Donghae wasn't able to dispose of the bodies properly, mainly because they were in a motel the customer picked out. Which is why the murders were all over the news as he took their lives secretly. He never expected to get a call from a detective one day, asking if he could talk to him about the murders. He lied of course, but that isn't the reason he wasn't given a death sentence. He would do anything to get out of that, and that included giving the detective a blowjob and lap dance so he would be said innocent. But, he was the only suspect, so he was put in a regular prison instead of a high security one. 

Donghae opened his eyes and wiped them before any tears came out. He hated his past, he was so young and barely got to live his life...Barely ever got to enjoy it either. But that is his fault, he got carried away when he shouldn't have, but then again he isn't regretful about it. He was proud of what he had done, getting rid of those nasty cheaters. Donghae shook his head and wiped his eyes once more as he looked around and listened for any footsteps. He then looked down at his tummy and lifted his shirt, looks like I'm keeping you he thought. Widening his eyes and gasping at how easily he made his decision.