Just a Fling?

Chapter XVII

Choi Yunmi

I woke up when the doorbell rang but before I could act, Hoseok already went to answer the door.

Hoseok closed the door and I stared at him.

" Who was it?" I asked him. My voice was kinda soft since I just woke up.

"Yoongi hyung" He said and I suddenly froze. What was he doing here??? Shit! Shit! Shit!!!! Why was Yoongi here??????

"Are you okay?" Hoseok asked me as I was panicking inside. I nodded walking into the living room not wanting to talk about him.

"You're sure??" He asked and I nodded trying to reassure him.

"Say Yunmi. Do you know Yoongi hyung before I introduced you guys?" He asked and I took a deep breathe trying to calm myself.

"Yes" I answered after a long silence. There is no point in lying anyways.

"How?" He asked me once again but I said nothing. How am I supposed to talk about my complicated relationship??How do I start??

"Were you two close?" He asked me as I was thinking of ways to tell him about relationship between me and yoongi.

Close? We were so much more than that until that incident happened and everything was ripped into peices.

I hesitantly nodded and Hoseok's expression changed.

"Is he important person in your life?" He asked me again as I tried my best controlling my tears. I don't want to talk about it!! Please stop

"Hoseok I-" I  was about to tell him to stop but he cut me off.

"Is he?" He asked me with a shaky voice.  No matter how sour the relationship between I and Yoongi has become; He is still important part of my life.

I nodded as the tears fell down my cheeks. Everything that happened in the past was making my heart wrench in pain.

"Do you  love him?" He asked me with a bitter tone. I could feel the pain in the tone.

"Y-Yes" I answered and he stared at me without saying anything.

No matter what he has done to cut ties with me or how badly he treats me; he still is my older brother and I love him. How do I say this Hoseok? Yoongi has threatened me to never reveal our relationship else he will never let me see mom and dad's grave. I even signed a contract with him.

"I wish you happy relationship then" he forced out a smile before running out of my apartment.

"Hoseok wait-" I ran after him but he was already gone.

I couldn't help but cry in despair. Why do I always have to face this painful feeling? Why did I do so wrong??? Why am I being punished???

Firstly my parents left me, then yoongi cut ties with me and now Hoseok ran away because of a misunderstanding that I can't explain. What the hell did I do to deserve this???

Last night was disastrous. Firstly that trauma that came crawling and then Hoseok misunderstanding the relationship between me and Yoongi. What am I supposed to do?

I can't just go and tell him that Yoongi is my brother who is on the verge of disowning me forever or stay like this forever. I don't want to lose Hoseok not after falling in love with him.

I tried calling him numerous times but all I could hear was voicemail or the phone being switched off.

I changed into school uniform and headed school. I was 30 minutes early as I patiently waited for Hoseok to show up but he didn't. The bell rang but Jung Hoseok didn't come.

8 hours of school was torture even though I spent the most of the time in School's infirmary.

As the last bell rang, I hurriedly took my bag and got on the bus to Hoseok's apartment.

I rang the bell 12 times but Jung Hoseok didn't open the door. I entered the passcode but it was incorrect.

"Hoseok open the door please" I pleaded as I continuously rang the door bell.

After my 57th attempt, the door finally opened revealing a messed up Hoseok. His eyes were swollen and his nose was red.

I didn't think anything before Jumping and wrapping my arms around him.

Instead of hugging me back usually like he would, he pushed me.

"Just go Yunmi. You're wasting both of our times" he said coldly making me feel a sharp pain in my heart.

"It's a misunderstanding" I tried Justifying myself.

"Really now? You told me he is special someone and you love him. What is there to misinterpret? Tell me??" He was mad. Like bad mad.

"I-" he cut me off.

"I loved you so much. Fuck No. I still love you yet you decided to toy with my feelings. Was is that fun toying with me? You love Yoongi hyung yet you lied to my face telling me how you love me" he scoffed.

"I was such a fool to believe that you loved me the way I love you" he continued and I could help but cry. I do love you as much as you love. Don't say things to hurt my feelings.

"But I-" before I could say anything he cut me off again.

"I don't even understand why you're crying right now? And why the fuck am I feeling the pain while watching you cry" he let out a shaky breathe.

"Yunmi do a favour for both of us and leave. I don't want to suffer, not anymore. I already had enough yesterday. So just leave" He said and I could actually feel my heart squeezed.

"Hoseok please hear me out" I pleaded.

"What else is there for me to hear? You said you loved Yoongi hyung and I wish you a happy relationship. I will move on even though it'll be painful" He gripped my wrist and drag me out of his apartment.

He closed the door on my face and I broke down crying as my legs gave up.