Just a Fling?

Chapter XX

Jung Hoseok

A week long break starts from tomorrow. Even though the guys haven't said it; I know they planned this trip as a distraction from my break up with Yunmi. 

After that day after I left hospital while Yunmi yelled for me to stop; all I did was go to school and comeback home. They saw how lifeless I had became so they wanted to cheer me up. I am really thankful to have my friends supporting me back.

Time to time Namjoon told me about Yunmi's condition after she left hospital and  other stuff like her condition these days but I always brushed him off. I just don't want to be occupied by her thoughts. I am trying to move on!! I can't do that if everything consisted of her.

We planned to start of our trip from Seoul to Cheongju and end at Daegu. Driving from Seoul to Cheongju took an hour and half so we left at eight in the morning. We looked around the place and visited tourist attractions, had our lunch before taking off to Changwon where we spent the night at an Airbnb.

Next day we explored Changwon the whole day before driving to Busan spending the night at Jimin's and Jungkook's simultaneously since they both lived close to each other. Both of their parents treated us like their own children. I suddenly miss my parents.

We spent 19 and 20th exploring Busan and Ulsan enjoying the food and different sights along with the beach enjoying the hot days.

Tomorrow was 29th of AUGUST, the death anniversary of Yoongi Hyung's parents so we were driving to Daegu next morning where we'll stay for 3 days at Yoongi Hyung's Farm house before going back to Seoul to our daily routines.

Next morning Yoongi Hyung was quiet and we all understood  he needed space.  Not like I've bothered talking to Yoongi hyung since the day I returned back from the hospital . I barely acknowledge his presence. But can you blame though?  I mean I lost the girl I love to him so obviously I am allowed to be bitter about it. Not that anyone knows about it but still.

After 2 hours of ride we were in the hills where the grave of Yoongi Hyung's parents were buried. After 45 minutes walk we were finally  there even though it was pouring. A figure was sitting by the graves crying to herself. Somewhat she looked really familiar. I wonder who though?

"What the fuck are you doing here ?" Yoongi Hyung yelled; taking all of by surprise. The girl looked up at Yoongi hyung and then rest of us. My eyes widened as I noticed that the girl was Yunmi.

"Move away " Yoongi hyung slightly pushed her. He was in rage and I am sure he could murder anyone if they were in his way. Why is he so mad and What is Yunmi doing here?? Did she come to meet Yoongi hyung? But why is he pushing her. Isn't he supposed to welcome her instead?? Why was she crying here though??

"Stop being so selfish" Yunmi screamed at  Yoongi Hyung making him freeze for a second before he grabbed the bouquets that lay on the grave of his parents and threw them at the side. What the hell is Happening?? What did I miss???

"What the fuck is wrong with you Yoongi?" Yunmi cried as she picked the bouquet. " They both are my parents as much as they are your parents. I have as much right to pay respect to them as you have Oppa. Stop being selfish and doing stuffs like this." She continued crying and placed the bouquet back at the graves. What the hell? Parents?? Oppa??

Shit! Shit!! Shit!!! 

I screwed up. Yoongi Hyung and Yunmi were siblings and I accused her of loving her own brother and even wished them a happy relationship. How could I be so stupid??? FUckkkkkkkk? Why did I act like some naïve, gullible person and ended up breaking for something wasn't even true??  FUckkkkkkkk.

"I don't fucking care. Just leave. I don't want you to be here when I am here. We both know why our parents are here and who is responsible so leave before I end up forcing you to leave. Just LEAVE" Yoongi hyung spat bitterly and making Yunmi cry even more. My heart wrenched in pain as I watched the scene unfold infront of me.

All I can say is the relationship between Yoongi Hyung and Yunmi is really bad because of some accident that happened in the past along with their parents.

Yunmi ran past us and without thinking I ran after her. I called her several times but she continued running without  turning back. After running down the hill, she finally stopped and rested against a big oak tree sitting on the grass.

She brought her knees to her chest, bowed her head and stared sobbing totally breaking my heart into pieces. Baby Stop! Don't cry.

I didn't say anything but went to sit next to her and wrapped my arm around her and stroked her hair with my other hand, comforting her.

She looked up and her teary eyes met mines. " I am so sorry for misunderstanding everything. I am so sorry baby" I apologized feeling the guilt that was eating me.

 Just Stop. I know you don't care. You don't have to pretend" She said as more tears fell down her eyes. I don't know but those words pierced through my heart.

"Don't cry and I mean it Yunmi. I am so sorry for not hearing you out and coming to conclusions on my own. It's my mistake" I apologized with a shaky breathe as I wiped her tears with my hands.  She pushed me and got out of my hold as she glared at me.

"You are no different Hoseok. You ended up leaving me when I was at the bottom, when I needed you the most" She painfully utter the words and left after breaking my heart into pieces but I knew I deserved every single word.