Choi Yunmi
He left just like that. No matter how much I called out for him, he didn't look back. He has totally given up on me and this hurts like hell.
It has been a week since I was hospitalized. I've stopped going to school. Jungkook, Namjoon and Jimin have been kind enough to get me food and notes from school. Apparently they do know we've broken up but apparently their words that I quote "Our friendship can't be tarnished because you've broken up with our friend".
I actually ended up crying after they said that. I've never had real friends honestly. Yoongi was my friend until I was 10 but it changed and after that I didn't bother actually making friends but these guys are just too sweet.
"Yunmi Noona did you take your medicine?" Jungkook snapped me out of my thoughts.
"I forgot" I gave him a small sheepish smile.
"I knew it. You're really careless" Jungkook started nagging me.
"Here eat" He handed me the pills.
"Will you really be fine next week? We're going on a road trip. I can ask hyungs and you can come with us" Jungkook said and I shook my head.
"No it's fine. I don't want to intrude and Hoseok will be there too and I am sure he won't like it" I said and Jungkook looked at me with sad eyes.
"Noona I can tell you still love hyung so why did you break up?" Jungkook asked softly.
"Can we please not talk about it?" I pleaded and Jungkook nodded.
"Can you help me with Math?" Jungkook asked changing the topic and I nodded.
We studied for an hour or two and then Jungkook left. The feeling of loneliness started creeping inside me again. The memories of me and hoseok cuddling, kissing, teasing each other started flooding my brain and tears started falling again. Ugh! I didn't wanted to cry today. I had enough crying last week.
I wiped my tears but they kept falling and falling.
It's 17 august, the say one week vacation starts. Jungkook dropped by last night to ask if I changed my mind. He brought me food and spent time with me before leaving to pack for his trip with the guys around Korea.
I was scrolling through Instagram when Jungkook's post appeared on my feed. My eyes landed on Hoseok who changed his hair and was smiling. Atleast he is happy.
It's 19th august and all I have done is eat and sleep. The feeling loneliness is increasing as the death anniversary of my parents is approaching. I mean I am used to this loneliness around this time but for some reason I am craving for Hoseok's warmth. I wish he was here and everything was fine between us.
I wish I could tell him that he is understanding everything but the stupid contract I have signed is ruining everything. Jung Hoseok I need you.
It's 21st august, the day of tragedy. The day I lost both my parents and slowly started loosing the only sibling I have. The day that changed everything.
"Passengers Boarding from Seoul to Daegu are requested to proceed to platform no 7 KTX will be arriving in 5 minutes. Thank you!" The staff at the station announced.
I slowly stood up and headed to the platform 7 and waiting for the train to arrive which led to my hometown, Daegu.
After an hour and fifty two minutes I was at the Daegu station. The familiar air filled my nostrils as the heat greeted me. As expected from the Daefrica.
I hired a taxi to drop me off to the cemetery. On the way I brought Orchids for my dad and white roses for my mom. As the destination neared the more heavier my heart got. I was feeling the same pain I felt nine years ago when that accident happened. It started raining totally recreating the same scene.
"We're here" The driver announced. I got off, paid the driver and started walking to their graves which was 45 minutes walk up the hill.
The rain was pouring as the wind blew and the sky was dark. I took every step with heavy heart. As I neared the grave the more heavier my heart got and the tears started flowing down my cheeks.
As I reached the tomb, my legs gave up and I fell flat on the ground and placed the flowers at their graves and stared at their graves without saying anything but crying silently. I am sorry for not being the strong daughter, I am sorry Mom and dad. I am sorry.
"What the fuck are you doing here ?" I heard my brother yell. I looked up to see my brother and other 6 guys. I stood up and stared at my brother.
"Move away " Yoongi slightly pushed me. He was in rage. All he could see was red.
"Stop being so selfish" I screamed at making him freeze for a second before he grabbed the bouquets I brought for my parents and threw them at the side. What the hell is wrong with him!!!
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I cried as I picked the bouquet. " They both are my parents as much as they are your parents. I have as much right to pay respect to them as you have Oppa. Stop being selfish and doing stuffs like this." I continued crying and placed the bouquet back at the graves.
My eyes met Hoseok's widened ones. He stood there frozen and speechless.
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