Just a Fling?

Chapter XXI

Choi Yunmi

What does he thinks of himself? He'll say sorry and I will go running back into his arm?? I mean for a second I did but then my self respect came in middle.

I tried explaining it to him when I was hospitalized but he left without hearing me.

To my dismay they all ended up living at our farmhouse in Daegu. I was supposed to avoid them not share the same house.

It was late already so I had no choice but adjust. I was curled up in my blanket not feeling good.

"Yunmi we made dinner, come and eat" Jimin came Knocking on my door.

"I'm not hungry. You guys eat" I gave him a small smile and buried myself into the blanket again.  He stared at me for few seconds before sighing and leaving.

Twenty minutes later, Someone came into my room. I was lost in my own world so I didn't bother. That 'someone' sat on my bed and I didn't have to guess it was Hoseok. His scent gave it to me.

"Go away" I muttered as he tried pulling the blanket off me.

"I know you're mad at me but don't take it out on food. Eat something" He said softly sounding really sad.

" I'm not hungry. Just go" I tried pushing him.

"Don't be stubborn." He grabbed me by my arm and make me sit up in the bed.


"Just go away! Why are you making this difficult for me" I started crying. I was never the crybaby. I don't know what happens to me when I am with him.

"Stop crying! My heart hurts watching you cry love" He whispered painfully as he wiped my tears.

"Stop pretending you care because I know you don't. If you did you wouldn't have left me lying on the hospital bed" I cried harder remembering the feeling I felt that day.

" I am not pretending. I care! I know it's my fault of accusing you of something so absurd and misunderstanding everything because of circumstances. I tried not paying attention to it but eventually I did pay attention to it. I saw you and Yoongi hyung talking at the party then that day when he showed up at your home I lost it. I asked you if you loved him not knowing he was your brother and you said you did love him." He tried justifying himself.

"You could've just told me he was your brother " He sighed.

"I had my reasons and when  I did try to explain it at the hospital you walked away without hearing me out" I sniffled.

"I am sorry baby. I really am. I know this won't heal wound I've given you but I promise I will never hurt you again" He wiped my tears and placed a kiss on my temple. 

My heart fluttered as his lips made contact with the skin of my temple. I sighed and wrapped my arms around his. I guess I just love him too much. 

He wrapped his arms around me tightly and pat my hair softly.

"So did you forgive me?" He asked me a small voice.

"Why would I be hugging you if I didn't" I retorted rolling my eyes at his question.

Here I am cuddling my boyfriend after he fed me the dinner. He pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around my waist as I put my head on his chest.

"Yunmi" He called out and I hummed feeling sleepy.

"Why is your name Choi Yunmi ?" He asked me. " I mean. Yoongi hyung's surname is Min" He added.

"He didn't wanted people to know we are related so I changed my surname to my mother's" I answered him.

" If you don't mind me asking, what happened between two of you?" He asked and I froze. It is still a sensitive topic for me.

"Tell me only if you're comfortable. I can wait for you to open up for me. Don't stress" He said as he rub my back. I mean I do have to tell him some day.

I pulled away from the hug and sat down. Hoseok followed me and sat back as well. 

"Babe what happen-" I interrupted him by putting my finger on his lips.

I took a deep breathe as I started

"It was the same day 7 years ago. I had public speaking competition and my family was supposed to be there for me but they didn't arrive" A tear fell down my cheek.

" It was raining really hard that day. My parents and Yoongi oppa met  an accident on the way. My parents didn't make it and Yoongi oppa was in coma for 2 weeks. When he woke up he started behaving weirdly. He became distant. I tried getting close to him but he pushed me away more and more" I tried controlling my sobs as I told him about it.

"It was my 15th birthday when he lashed on me. He said he blames me for their accident. If it wasn't my performance our parents wouldn't have drove in that rain and that accident wouldn't occur. A part of me did think it was my fault." I cried and Hoseok pulled me into a hug.

"It's not your fault" He comforted me.

"He then contacted a lawyer and made me sign a contract where I couldn't reveal people about our relationship. If I did, I could never be allowed near our parents' graves" I cried harder as I pressed my face on his chest.

"I am so sorry for misunderstanding everything. If only I-" I cut him off by placing my finger on his lips again.

"It's in the past. Let's not bring that up. I want to live in my present with you" I said wiping my tears. He nodded giving me a small smile.

"Yes, I will make up for everything that I said, has caused you pain" He said brightly.

"For now let's sleep. You look really tired" He said as he made me lay down and he lay beside me.

"Goodnight love" He gave me a short kiss as he hugged me to sleep.