Aftermath//Taehyung FF

{18} Terminal

I followed Mr Kim to the medical block where he sat down on a free seat and pulled out another one for me.

'Is something wrong Mr Kim?' I ask as he pushes his glasses further up his nose.

He sighs a little before scratching his chin. 'I'm dying Y/N' he simply says as if he was leading up to a joke.

'W-what?' Is all that can escape my mouth. My mind span with questions and itched at my skull.

'I have a terminal illness. I won't bore you with the details because there is no way of stopping it. But I do ask that you help me relieve some of the pain. I just need some simple pain killers.'

A silence is left but not inside my head. That was loud. So loud it gave me a headache.

'Does Taehyung know?' I ask quietly which leads to him nodding his head.

'He knows I will die soon but I beg you, don't tell him I'm asking for your help. He will over react and baby me.'

How am I supposed to keep that a secret? Someone will see him in the medical block more often then not and start spreading rumours.

I know the right thing to do which is to do as he wishes but this will still be difficult.

'I can supply you with pain killers but you will have to make sure not to visit here too often if you want to keep this quiet.'

I speak up after a moment to think and he seems to be happy about my decision.

'However' I speak again.

'I need to know how long you have left'. He sighs after hearing this.

'A few weeks, maybe a month. Maybe two, we really don't know'.

God that's not long at all. What about the future for the survivors? We will need a new leade- Taehyung is the next in line!

So what the hell will happen then. I doubt Taehyung will be able to lead if he is grieving for his father.

'So what are the plans for the survivors then? We have so much to do in the next few months'.

'I know Y/N. I have everything figured out. For now we all need to work towards sustainability here and the train we can use to collect supplies from the surrounding states.

By our current pace we will be ready in two weeks to start using it. We will split off into two groups to start, one group to board the train and the other to stay here. Just trust me, I will speak about the plans to everyone soon. But for now please keep this quiet.'

This is so messed up. I'm going to keep the fact that my boyfriend's dad is close to dying from him.

'Okay I will do as you say but be careful and take things slow. You can use these to help with the pain. Take two in the morning and evening. Come to me when you need more or if you have any problems ok?'

He nods and thanks me as I hand him some pill packets from a locked cupboard.

We part ways and I head straight to the stairs.

My brain hurt with anxiety and it made my throat close a little. You know that awful feeling when it feels like you have swallowed a big bouncy ball. Usually those are fun but not when you feel like this.

I pace up the stairs, getting higher and higher until I reach the suite.

'Sweetheart, you're back. Is everything ok?' Taehyung asks approaching me as I close the door. I turn to face him and instinctively I hug him tight.

'Everything is fine. I'm just tired.' My cramps had been playing up all day and I can't waste important pain meds on something that isn't life threatening or unbearable.

'Why don't you go get changed into something comfy while I get you something to eat and then we can relax for the rest of the day huh?'

God he is so sweet. I feel like I'm being hypnotised by his low voice, manly smell and strong arms.

I nod against his chest before he dips his head down into the crook of my neck.

His hands sat on the curve of my waist and gently squeeze as he lets out a sigh against my skin.

'Relax in the shower ok. I'll be back in a minute' he retracts his hands and places a final kiss on my forehead before leaving the room.

I quickly go into the bathroom and soak in the cool water. I miss when I could enjoy hot water. I really took that for granted before.

After a few minutes, I jump out and replace my sanitary product aswell as slipping into a newly cleaned bra and panties set.

The cooks group took on the job of hand washing clothes too a few days back so we didn't have to wear our dirty clothes constantly.

I leave the bathroom with a towel wrapped around me and enter into the bedroom.

I go forward towards the drawer before pulling open the top section.

We didn't have many clothes but at least they were clean and didn't have holes in them.

'Kitten' Taehyung's voice suddenly shocked me out of my thoughts.

His hands held onto my hips as he pushed his body forwards so my back was firm against his chest.

My words got trapped in my mouth as he placed gentle kisses starting from my shoulder to my neck.

My grip on the towel got tighter as the air seemed to get hotter.

'I got you something' he whispers, letting his breath tickle my ear.

'What is it?' I question looking up to him as he bites his lip.

'My jumper to wear but now I'm thinking you don't need it.' God he makes me so flustered.

Everything he did and said. All of it, made me heat up and get nervous.

He chuckled at my gulp before tucking the sweater over my head and threading my arms through.

The towel dropped to the floor as the fabric hung over me, covering my panties and ending at my mid thigh.

'How tasty you look' he cooed close to my ear while he rested his hands back on my waist.

Should I tell him in on my period or just enjoy the flirting.

Too late, my rumbling tummy beat me to it. I giggle as he sighs and ushers me towards the bed to sit down...