I sit in my car and read the text over again, heart still hammering angrily. Over and over, I had tried to reach out to my boyfriend, to let him know I was someone safe he could trust and talk to. After all, that was key in a good relationship. And yet again, he had responded with 'I don't have anything I need to trust you with.'
Fake. That was a good word for him, I decide. I know about his rough home life, I understood him. And yet he refused to trust me, his girlfriend.
"Fine." I spit angrily. "Fine. If you're going to be fake, I can do that too."
And with that, I made the hasty, angry decision to match my boyfriend's fake personality. Maybe that would show him what it feels like to not be trusted.
A/N I apologize for grammar and spelling mistakes, first person isn't my favourite way to write, but I feel like it will relate to the songs better. (I feel like this question might crop up sometime, so I'll just answer it now; no this isn't supposed to be Bil's POV.) Thanks so much for reading this so far, I hope that I will improve as I practice this new style!
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When We All Fall Asleep Where Do We Go (Short stories)
FanfictionHey all my fellow Billie stans! I decided to do something a little risky, and write short stories for all the songs in the When We All Fall Asleep Where Do We Go album! The stories are based on the way the song feels, as well as the lyrics. You can...