He was tired of our relationship, and he didn't bother to hide it.
When he first started getting distant with me, I had expected him to break up with me as soon as he could.
It's been almost two years now.
I would have broken up with him, but every time I thought about it, I panicked. I didn't want to go back to being alone again. Even though we never really spent time together anymore, I still couldn't bear the thought of being alone.
I keep wondering if maybe there's a reason he's not ending it; maybe he still loves me?
I wish I didn't want to stay with him. I wish I could break up with him and be fine after.
But I couldn't. I knew I would be miserable.
Part of me wished we had never gotten together, it was so horrible to not be loved by the person you want love from the most.
I just kinda wished he was gay, that would at least explain why he wasn't interested in me.
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When We All Fall Asleep Where Do We Go (Short stories)
FanfictionHey all my fellow Billie stans! I decided to do something a little risky, and write short stories for all the songs in the When We All Fall Asleep Where Do We Go album! The stories are based on the way the song feels, as well as the lyrics. You can...
