The Mafioso's Runaway//Dazai X Reader

14. Suicidal Idiot

Hihi~ my dearest readers! Just fyi, there are a lot a bit of timeskips, but I hope it's all worth it.

(TW/MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) [cause, ya know... Dazai]

Without further ado~ Enjoy! ^^

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It was around 3AM in the morning. (Y/N) looked out the widow, sitting up from her pillow. Her hand laid on Dazai's hair, moving it out of his face. The city lights were dimly lit and the sky brought down the clouds in a soft, pastel blue. Her hands moved to rub her eyes, making her lover wake up due to the loss of contact.

Bandages arms moved to her waist from behind, as she leaned into the touch. " Belladonna," his exotic voice rang," Why are you up so early?" She didn't speak at first, moving her face to his and encasing their lips in a kiss. She eventually responded," I was thinking. Frankly, I don't really understand why I was crying."

" Maybe it's because I was tired," she continued," I can't exactly bring it upon myself to forgive him. Reading that letter was like hearing a shitty apology. Sure, he wants to be a better man, but I can't forgive him. At least not with what I've been through. He'd shown be more darkness then the one that was enveloping me ever since I was a child."

" My father is a bad man. Even though I still work under a criminal organization, it's a newfound light, rather than what my father was trying to give me. For all I know, he has past wives and children that he's left behind. I could care less for where he is now."

Dazai's hand moved to hers, which was laying on her lap. " Then let go," he answered.

" I suppose so."
" Come on, let's go back to sleep."

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(Y/N) was told to shadow Dazai for the majority of the day. She sat on the couch in his office, waiting for him to return. The door opened, revealing her lover who was waving around a file. " Neh~ (Y/N)," he said excitedly," We got a job!"

" Can I see?," she asked curiously. " Sure, my Love. We have to retrieve a safe of money in an abandoned warehouse." (Y/N) shuffled through the files, her (E/C) eyes traveling across the pages. " Seems easy," the girl commented," Are we going alone?"

He turned around, a smirk on his face," We'll bring some of my men, maybe five." She raised a brow," Won't we be fine alone?" Dazai thought for a moment," I suppose so, but might as well be cautious."

His finger went under her chin, moving her face closer to his own, " I don't want my darling getting hurt again." She rolled her eyes and chucked, getting up from her spot on the couch.

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" There's so many abandoned buildings here," the girl said. The afternoon light shown through the trees. Dazai hummed along," These buildings are usually used for drug deals and gunfights.  They're typically abandoned because they are parts of the city that were left behind."

She hummed along, her face was calm as she walked along with her love and the five men beside them. Strangely enough, she felt like nothing had changed. " (Y/N)-chan~," Dazai cooed, pulling her out of her thoughts," I'm bored. Let's talk."

" Um... alright," the girl responded with a confused tone," What do you wanna talk about?" He turned to her with a smile," How as your mafia job back in your father's syndicate?" She hummed, looking up to think for a moment.

" Well, my father was desperate, so he put me in the higher ups. I was supposed to be his successor. Ryou was my assistant and had to watch over me while I did assassinations. I used to slash them with ice, but I only was let out on rainy days to use my ability. Since I couldn't technically touch the victims with my ability, I always got away with it." (Y/N) continued to stare at her feet, waiting for a response.