Letters To Niall

Prologue

Dear Niall,

My name is Erin, and Im from Mulingar, Ireland. Im 17, and you Niall Horan, are my idol.

I know theres one in a thousand of a chance that you'll ever read this, but if you do, then theres my secret out. Out there to the member of the biggest boyband in the world.

But Ive got to risk it. I have to tell someone. Its been years, and I haven't told anyone.

Not even my best friend or my parents.

But even if you don't reply, I'll still feel so much better getting the weight off my shoulders. I won't bore you with all the details as I bet you'll fall asleep...

When I was 14, I was popular. Very popular. Not in the bitchy way, but in a way that everyone knew who I was, and wanted to become friends with me.

The main reason for this, was my older brother who was 17 at the time. Jake.

He was wanted by every girl from every year. He was your typicial 'hunk'. Loved by all the girls. Even though he was a bad boy, all the teachers still fell under his charm. Football Team Captain.

All the girls wanted to be my best friend, just to get close with Jake.

But I knew my true friends who like me for me, and kept them close.

When I was 15, I developed a massive crush on a boy who was a year older than me. Ricky Martin.

He was perfect. Hot, sexy, sporty.. all a teenage girl needed in a guy. I was silly then..

Anyway, at the christmas dance that year, my dreams came true. Ricky asked me to dance.

How could I say no?

At the time, I thought it was the most amazing five minutes of my life.

He took me to his house at 12am, and thats when the nightmare started.

He pushed me against the wall, and tore off my clothes.

I remember it all clearly now. My cries for help. His breath smelling of alcahol and smoke. His rough lips pressing harshly against mine. His hands cutting into my waist.

Thats all I can remember. I can almost smell his horrid breath and hear his threatening whispers right now as I think about it. It scarred me for life.

The next morning, I woke with blood on my cut wrists. Ricky was no where to be seen, so I ran away home, with tears pouring down my face like fountins.

From that day onswards, my life was never the same.

Ricky had told everyone rumours about me being a slut, and how I had used him for money. No one spoke to me. All the friends and followers I used to have, swept away in the click of a finger.

Jake also left for college, meaning all of the girls he had following me for him, had also left.

Soon enough, I was left with only one friend. My best friend Bailey.

But even she doesn't know what actually happened. She didn't exactly believe the lies, but I had never denyed them. She figured out they weren't true herself.

I feel as if a huge weight has been pulled off my shoulder. Im so happy I told you.

My life, is a hell hole. I need help. Please Niall.

Love, broken Erin. x

A/N so theres the introduction to my first Niall fan fiction! Im really excited to start writing for real, so I hope you all enjoyed that prologue! If you have, please can you vote/comment/fan? I will only continue if you guys want me to. Dedicated to @ErinChism because if you haven't realised, shes the main character in this fan fiction! This is her early christmas present! Haha love you Erin :) - Mairead

PS. I had to delete then upload it again so sorry for confusion!