I've met a lot of people who make it hard for me to commit to anything now. Who made me feel like there's only one way to never be hurt - distancing myself and pushing
everyone away, people who made me think healthy relationships were not a need, but something to be earned. Who made me put up with things that I wouldn't want to happen to any of my friends. I doubt everyone and if I don't, I get attached too easily. I always jump between feeling overwhelmed and being overwhelming, but now I'm taking my power back; I've realized the only person who can save me is - me.
