A Million Ways To Love

What's happening?

Pam's POV

Today is Tuesday
You can do this Mimi
No one will remember that you bunked detention........
He's probably calling you for something else
Oh who are you kidding?
You are Pamela Caudorado
Of course everyone will remember that you ran away from detention
They always remember the bad ones
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Flashback

"Wake up!!!"
Ugh that sounds like the self righteous Mikeala

"Leave me alone"

"Wake up"

"Go away"

"Mr Darren is calling you and he doesn't seem happy at all"

"Oh shit"

I looked at her in horror

"Why?"

"How am I supposed to know?"
She retorted with a hint of frustration in her voice

I simply rolled my eyes and crawled out of my seat

Ugh what did I do now?

End of flashback

"You called me sir?" I asked Mr. Darren timidly

"Yes.... Sit down"

OK...... Something is definitely up

"Pamela what's going on?" He started

"How?" I replied

"I don't understand what's going on with you"

I stayed silent

He continued
  "First you called Miss Adolf an old hag which is unusual because you are known for being respectful to teachers
Then you ran away from detention
So tell me, what is wrong?"

"Nothing sir, I'm sorry"

Sighing he just said "I don't want to hear any complaints concerning you again OK?"

"Yes sir"

"Good day to you" Meaning I'm free to go

I got up and walked out of his office at the exact moment the bell rang for lunch

Now one thing you should know is that I don't eat
Why? It's a funny story but to cut it short, it's all because of Eddy

Trudging to the library with a frown on my face, I see Mikaela walking towards me
Not again

"Skipping detention again?" She mocked laughing

Normally, I'd respond but I'm not in the mood to fight so I just ignore her and keep on moving to the library

"Hey! I'm talking to you" She yells

"Hey! I'm ignoring you" I yell back

Entering the library, I immediately wish I had at least waited for Cee as usual
Sitting right in front of me is Eddy talking to Ella and Esther

Being a naturally jealous person, it kinda hurts to see him talking to other girls especially 'cus I'm too shy to talk to him in person
However I brush it off and walk to my favorite spot
Sitting down, I put my head down
Tears threatening to spill out

"Hey" Cee says sitting beside me
" What happened?"

I simply shake my head

"Is it Eddy?"

I shake my head again

Understanding that I don't want to talk, she just pats me and gives me space

After a while, I compose myself and sit up
Turning to her, I just smile
She smiles back

That's what makes our friendship special
We can understand the other person's emotions without even talking

I bring out my phone and going to my private folder, I start scrolling through pictures of Eddy
After a while, I start feeling sleepy and put my head back down

Just as I'm dozing off, someone shakes me awake
I open an eye to see Eddy staring at me

"Stop sleeping" He says with the usual smile playing on his lips

Resisting the urge to smile, I close my eyes back

Just like that, my day is made!