They say suicide doesn't fix anything
I say that's crap
Sure people will feel your absence
Sure they'll cry
But only cus you are gone and not cus they actually miss you
After sometime, they forget about you and life goes on -Someone🖤
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My day is still bad
Just saying
Not that anyone cares
T
oo bad it's the weekend so I have no friend to offer distraction.
I'm exhausted
I would certainly choose physical fatigue any day over emotional stress
I feel drained
For more than one reasons.
I really need to be rescued from my own mind.
Ping*
Teddy Bear 🐻: Hi
Perfect timing
Me: Hey
Teddy Bear 🐻: How are you doing?
Lie or be honest?
Me: Not good, you?
Teddy Bear 🐻: Why?
Me: Stuff
Teddy Bear 🐻: Stuff like?
Me: Forget it
Teddy Bear 🐻: Talk
Me: So what are you doing?
Real smooth Pam, real smooth
Teddy Bear 🐻: Chatting, how about you?
Thank God he chose to drop it
Me: Same
Teddy Bear 🐻: Okay
Me: Yeah
And that's how our conversation ends..... Nahhhh
You see, one thing that's peculiar about my friendship with Teddy Bear is that even when there's nothing to talk about, our conversation never ends^_^.
Teddy Bear 🐻: Sooo
Me: Sooo
Teddy Bear 🐻: Sooooooo
Me: Soooooooooo
Teddy Bear 🐻: Sooooooooooooooooooo
Me: I give up. Let's do something
Teddy Bear 🐻: What?
Me: Idk.... Anything, maybe truth or dare?
Teddy Bear 🐻: Okay sure
Me: Ask first
Teddy Bear 🐻: No you
Me: ಠಿ_ಠ Okay fine... Choose
Teddy Bear 🐻: I pick Truth
Me: Boriiing. Uhhhh........ Most awkward situation
Teddy Bear 🐻: .......
Me: .......
That's how the game continues and everything goes well until.....
Me: Ok my turn, pick
Teddy Bear 🐻: Dare
Me: Ok.... I dare you to date any girl of your choice for a week
(A/N: My imaginary Pam is super cringey right? How did I even think of this?(눈‸눈))
Teddy Bear 🐻: I pick you
Like I said before, I have a little crush on him so forgive me for not thinking about the fact that he might have chosen me just to make things easier for him.
Me: Oh ok
Play it cool
Teddy Bear 🐻: Yeah
Me: 1 week boyfriend ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Teddy Bear 🐻: 1 week girlfriend ( ˘ ³˘)♥
Me: Lol
And that people is how I got a boyfriend for a week
It was rosy and all
Until I ruined it myself again :-[
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So I updated again
I'm sorry it's quite short
I guess my trigger warning in the last chapter applied to me especially and pushed me into depression.
Life goes on I guess
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