Lawfully His .

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Veronica's POV

"You okay?" Ash asked with a worried look on her face, i had never felt so broken the way i did right now. It's true what they say, you fall in love once only and even if you do accidentally fall for someone else ,you won't be able to give them your whole heart because half of it is already taken by someone else.

Love is a lie, delusion and many more worthless things , i fell in love with the wrong guy and i regret it, i regret the hugs and kisses, i regret his touches and i regret everything about him. I wish alot of things and one of them is that i wish i never met him.

"Babe?" Ash called again looking at me with sympathy in her eyes, sympathy ... such a disgusting word , pity and worry for someone's life, the misery I'm in right now is nothing conpared to what anyone can feel.

I don't know how many months it has been since i last saw Zach , i stopped counting the minute my world turned upside down .
I filed for divorce as Jonah said , my heart aches everytime my mind goes back to the days where i was kept in a world of lies instead of in the world I'm living in right now.

I don't know how long i can keep it from Jonah about Zach's constant messages and calls , his messages makes me want to run back to him , to forget and forgive .
But I can't, that'll make me as guilty as zach , a person who can kill his own unborn child can do many more things.

And that thought scares me, his sweet messages makes me wanna kill myself because part of me wants him so bad , as that part is still in love with him.

"Ash!? Am i a bad person for being in love with a murderer?" I asked looking at her with a thoughtful expression. "No, Never and i mean Never say that again" she scolded as she sat down on the dressing chair. "You fell in love and that's not a crime , but the person you fell in love with just wasn't good enough for you" she said holding my hands in hers, a sad smile on her face.

"Zach never deserved you , and i know that there is someone out there who will love you just as much as you love zach" a smile lingering on her face guaranteed her statement, that there was someone indeed out there for me.

Someone so close yet so far , and the last person I'd fall for , life plays a game of catch that kid alot with the nice people , take me as an example.
Ever since I've been pushed into my fathers contract,all I've got so far is fake love and nothing else , you see I'm the type of a person who give more than she gets.

Honestly for now Fuck Life , cuz from now on I'm never being good , being good only causes heartbreak and hurt , and I'm done being the good guy for once i just wanna be the villain in my story.

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Zach's POV

"open the damn gate Jonah" i yelled while honking continuously as i stood parking infront of Jonah's Mansion, I've been outside for the past 1 hour or so and yet i get no reply from the intercom.

He keeps pissing me off and that one day will be the death of him, i wish i could just breakdown the gate and take away Roni .

"She doesn't want to see you" jonahs annoying voice finally came from the speaker, "who the fuck are you to tell me if she does or does not want to see me" i roared as i kept kicking the gate uselessly.

"Are you that dumb zach? She doesn't want to see you, and you better stay away from her because if i see you anywhere near her then i swear to god I'll end you myself" and with that everything went silent.

A/N : I don't like this chapter for some reason, since the boys have been on break I've completely lost motivation plus with everything going on in this world I don't feel like writing at all, but I'm trying.. so ya do give your reviews.

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