You chose him over blood(Justin Foley)

Chapter fourty five

Violets P.O.V

I parked outside of Clay's house in the morning and got out with a bag of things I had brought for Justin.Clay let me in through the window so his mom wouldn't find out.

"Tony's not coming?"Clay asked me.

"Nope, he can't risk getting involved in Justin's shit while he's on probation"I said not even glancing at Justin.

"What do you mean my shit?"Justin asked in confusion.

"What I mean is I was doing your laundry and I found your shit and flushed it down the toilet"Clay said and Justin scoffed.

"You know what fuck this!"He said standing up and frantically grabbing his bag and shoes.

"All your clothes are in the fucking washer Justin"Clay said.

"You can't be high in court, you'll go to jail.We need to detox you first, that's why I brought all of this shit"I told Justin as he was sitting on the bed trying to put his shoes on but couldn't even do it right.

"What the hell happened to you, Justin?This is pathetic"Clay said in disgust.

"How do you think Violet feels watching you like this?"Clay asked Justin as he stopped trying to put his shoes on and was staring at the ground.

"Fuck!Im gonna be late for school!"Clay said looking at the time.

"It's fine, go Clay, I got this"I said referring to Justin.

"I think I ate too much breakfast, guys"Justin said before throwing up all over Clay's bed.

"Fuck, Justin!That's my bed!"Clay said.

"I'll take care of it, Clay.Just go to school"I told him and Clay shook his head.

"I can't fucking believe this"He said before grabbing his shit and walking out his bedroom door.

"I'll grab a trashcan"I told him before getting the trashcan and putting it beside him.

He continues to vomit and I tried to hold back tears.It was hurting me to see him likes this.

Once he was finished he laid on the floor and I gave him a blanket because he was complaining of being cold.

"I'll be right back.Im going to go put Clay's sheets in the wash"I told him and he didn't say anything.

When I came back in the room the blanket was off of him and he was sobbing on the floor.I stood in the doorway with tears brimming my eyes.

"Justin?"I said while sitting down next to him.

"I-I can't do this, Vi"He sobbed and so I grabbed him and held him in my arms.

"It's going to be okay, Justin.You're going to be okay now"I told him.

"I don't feel okay"He said.

"That's because you're going through withdrawals"I said as I ran my fingers through his hair.

"I'll give you money if you can just get me like half a gram, please"Justin said in desperation and I sighed.

"You act like I know where to buy drugs"I said calmly.

"I can't keep feeling like this, I need heroin"Justin said and I shook my head.

"You want it, you don't need it Justin"I said and he started sobbing again.

"I love you, Justin.You can get through this, I'm here now"I told him as tears escaped my eyes.

"But, But you hate me"He said looking up at me.