Talk of the school is that Justin and Monty both got suspended for 3 days.Eveyones going around saying how much of a whore I am.They've even wrote stuff about me in the bathroom stalls.
Violet is a slut Violet is a skank Violet is a fake ass bitch ^she should just kill herself already
Those words didn't really get to me though.All I was worried about right now was Justin.Ive called him 17 times and every time it went straight to voicemail.Ive even texted him 12 times and I got left on read.
I'm now home in bed staring at my ceiling contemplating all my life decisions.
I then heard a knock on my door and Hannah walked in.
"Hey, Violet"
"Hey"I said while turning my head to look at her.
"Are you okay?"She asked, sympathy in her eyes.
"Yeah, I'm fine"I lied and she gave me that look , knowing I was lying.
"No you're not.Do you wanna talk about it?"She offered.
"Yeah"I said nodding.
She walked over to me and sat on my bed.
"So, what happened?"She asked.
"Montgomery came over last night-"I started but she cut me off.
"Montgomery?I thought that was you and Justin that was making all that noise"Hannah said and my eyes widened.
"You heard?"I gasped and she giggle.
"Duh, I'm not stupid"She said.
"Oh my gosh"I said putting my head in my hands embarrassed.
"So, you cheated on Justin?"She asked and I sighed.
"I'm a terrible person"I said.
"No you're not.You just made a terrible mistake"She said while wrapping her arms around me.
I sat there and cried into my sisters arms.I finally had my sister back.My best friend.
~~~ I woke up in the middle of the night to a knock on my window.I got up going over to my window to see who it was.
Justin.
My heart started to race as I quickly opened the window and he got in.
His face was tear stained and his eyes were bloodshot red.
"I-I don't know why I'm here"Justin said running his fingers through his hair.
"I'm so fucking sorry Justin!"I said tears streaming down my face.
"How could you do this to me?I thought you loved me?"He said his voice cracking.
"I do love you"I said truthfully, trying to hold back the tears.
"You just love Monty more?"He said tears threatening to spill from his eyes.
"No.I made a mistake.A huge mistake.What happened with me and Monty was a mistake"I told him.
"Why'd you do it in the first place?Did you just forget I was your fucking boyfriend?!"He said raising his voice while tears fell down his cheeks.
"Was?"I asked my voice cracking.
"You really expect me to stay with you after you had sex with another guy?"He said tears still flowing down his face.
"Please.Don't leave me"I sobbed.
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"I love you so fucking much.But I just can't be with you.Not right now at least.I just need some time to think this shit through"He said and I nodded.
"O-okay"I hiccuped while wiping my face.
He looked at me one more time before walking away and opening my window.He left without saying another word.
I closed my window before sliding down on the floor and breaking down.
