A/n ok so a bitch just got off her 2 month grounding,
Violet's P.O.V
I had just finished the tapes and I was having a mental breakdown.I just couldn't stop crying.I was in so much pain and was just so furious.I felt like I could kill someone, and that someone is Bryce Walker.
When I had finally settled down I looked at the time on my phone and saw I had 15 minutes to get to school.
"Fuck"I groaned while wiping my face and rolling out of bed.
I went to my closet and pulled out one of Justin's hoodies and some of my sweatpants.I threw my hair back into a ponytail and then put on some deodorant and brushed my teeth.I then put on my shoes and grabbed my phone and headphones before walking out of my room.
I went downstairs and my mom was asleep on the couch.She hasn't been getting much rest lately so I tip toed around trying to make the least noise possible as I grabbed the keys to my car and walked out.
I unlocked the car and then shortly got in.It only took me about 5 minutes to get to school.I parked my car and then got out and walked to the front where I saw Justin, Zach, Jessica, and Bryce all standing in a group talking.
"Hey"Alex said out of nowhere.
"Hey, Alex.I was just about to go up to them and make a scene, so thanks for pretty much stopping me"I said with a bitter laugh.
"Oh, trust me, I'm not stopping you!Ill go up there with you and make a scene"Alex said and I sarcastically rolled my eyes.
"I just don't get how all of them can just stand there and carry on conversations with Bryce like nothing happened, especially Jessica"I said and Alex nodded in agreement.
"Jessica doesn't believe Hannah.Justins got it brainwashed into her head that Hannah was lying on the tapes and that Bryce never raped her"Alex said and my mouth dropped in shock.
"Are you fucking kidding me?"I said.
"Yeah, And Bryce doesn't even have a clue about the tapes.No ones willing to give them to him"Alex said.
"I'm planning on leaving school early and dropping the tapes off at Clays front door so he'll find them when he gets home from school"I told Alex and he nodded.
"Clays gonna be destroyed"Alex said and I nodded.
"I know, but we can't just leave him out of this, he deserves to know too"I said and Alex nodded in agreement.
I then saw Clay walking with his head down.
"I'll be back"I told Alex before walking over to Clay.
"Hey, Clay"I said causing him to look up at me.
"Hey, Violet"He said with a sad fake smile.
"How are you doing?"I asked already knowing the actual answer.
"I'm fine"He lied.
"Don't lie to me"I told him.
"What do you want me to say, Violet?!That the love of my life just killed herself, and now i can't even tell her that I love her?Or do you want me to tell you that I'm going crazy and I'm literally about to have a mental breakdown?"He said his voice cracking at the end.
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Then right as I was about to say something he legitimately ran off.
"Clay!"I yelled loud enough for him to hear, but he ignored me instead.
I sighed before walking towards the doors of the school.I looked to my right and saw Justin staring back at me.He gave me a small wave causing me to just turn my head and walk into the school.
Saying I was mad at him, was an understatement.I was pissed.Pissed that he was hanging out with the girl he cheated on me with and the boy who raped my sister.
The school day dragged on.It felt like forever before I left school early.
I got in my car and drove to Clay's.Once I got there I grabbed the box of tapes from the passenger seat and got out.I walked up to the front door and sat them on the ground.
"Good luck, Clay"I mumbled before walking back to my car and getting in.
I then decided to go home even though there was still 30 minutes left of school.I know my mom is going to be there and my dad will be at work, even though he barely gets business anymore.
"What are you doing home early?"My Mom asked as I stepped into the house.She was laying on the couch in a blankets with her pajamas still on watching Gilmore Girls.
"I had a breakdown"I lied so I wouldn't get in trouble.
"Oh, okay, sweetie.Are you okay now?"She asked softly.
"Yeah, but I'm just gonna go to my room"I told her and she nodded.
"Love you, babygirl"She said with a small smile.A smile a rarely see anymore.
"I love you too, Mom"I said before walking up the stairs and to my bedroom.
I crawled into bed and decided to go to sleep to escape reality.
