My Blue Eyed Blondie

Part seventeen - Dames

You tried to go to bed early (that meant 1am) but struggled to get into a deep sleep or any sleep at all. You couldn't stop thinking about Harry.
You decided to do something about your insomnia and got up, you weren't hungry or thirsty or anything you just felt weird. Looking across the room you saw Shayne flopped on his bed limbs sprawled across the bed so elegantly. His twitching face made you silently giggle. You creeped up to his bunk and sat beside him, your weight gently tipped the mattress and disturbed his sleep. Shayne shook his head in confusion but then when he realised it was you, he smiled and lifted his cover as an invitation. He was only wearing a white top and his underwear. Getting in his bed you were warmed by his body heat and comforted by his touch. You both faced the same direction as Shayne wrapped a toned arm around your waist and sunk his head into your shoulder and you finally felt comfortable.

You woke up after what felt like only a minute of sleep. No one else was up. Getting up, your eyes were half open and your limbs were heavy. You creeped out of Shayne's grip and stretched silently before letting out a small sigh and looking at your phone *4:32 AM* you rolled your eyes and sighed once again before heading to the kitchen. Making a coffee you heard a sniffle from the front room. You slowly meandered into the front room to see Damien sat on the couch staring at the wall. He had a fluffy blanket wrapped around him and a scrunched up tissue in his hand.
"Dames?!" You said highly concerned. It took him a moment to register your presence. He jerked his head to your direction "Oh hi Y/N." He said weakly with clear melancholy in his voice. You inched closer to him and sat beside him on the couch. His eyes were darkened and bloodshot clearly from a lack of sleep. "Oh Dames." You you said worried. He gave you a longing look for support. You wrapped him in an embrace, one arm around his neck and one stroking his hair. You heard a quiet sob from your arms.
"Harry's fine, he's... fine." You tried to comfort him but in doing so you made yourself alarmed "What if he's not fine now? It's been a few hours and Harry hasn't replied to me!" You thought to yourself. Tears flooded into your eyes but before they fell you wiped them away and composed yourself before returning to Damien. You looked him deep into his brown tear riddled eyes and told him "Harry is going to be fine. We'll go see him today and he'll be the same Harry we know and love."
Damiens lips jerked a small smile of gratitude. "Thanks Y/N." He said looking at you. "I think I'm just creating worst case scenarios in my head." He sniffled. "It's just, he's basically my brother so it hurts a lot."
"Well I can relate to that." You giggled. "Come here." You gestured for a hug and he returned the favour. "Love you Dames." You said.
"Love you too pumpkin." He replied.
You sat together for a while limbs intertwined, both struck with saddened silence before you started to get up and say "Well I'm going to brush my teeth and get ready to see him." You grabbed Damiens hand and squeezed it reassuringly. "We can do this. Together."
You checked your phone *5:27 AM* before you wandered off to the bathroom and on your journey you saw Keith. You had a sudden flow of emotions flood back to you and as Keith asked "Hey Y/N. How you feeling?"
You felt anger and rage, you believed it was for your father. You expressed the rage you felt without intending to. "Yeah I'm fine." You said bluntly back almost huffing to Keith before storming past him to the bathroom. Keith's face was struck with confusion and worry but he decided not to bother you again.
You calmed yourself down and got yourself ready.

By the time you got out it was now 6:20 and more people had woken. Including Shayne, Ian and Courtney who were dotted around getting ready. You glanced at Shayne who gave you a wink and mouthed "Good luck."

You checked to see if Damien was good to go, and his face seemed brighter and his demeanour was happier which made you smile.
"I'm good to go when you are Dames." You said with a reassuring smile.
"Okay cool pumpkin. I'll go find Ian and tell him." Damien replied.
A week or so back Damien had to go home to get some things from home and decided to bring his car back so he didn't have to get a Uber back and so he could drive us home when time needed.
"Hey Ian, me and Y/N are now off, not sure when we'll be back but I'll see you later." Damien said grabbing his keys.
"Okay cool dude. Oh um can you ask Y/N to just have a chat with me when she comes back?" Ian replied.
"Uhm yeah sure." Damien said confused and then walked away from Ian and headed to the car.
The journey to the hospital was long but you liked having Damien for company. You weren't worried until you were only 10 minutes away from the hospital and the nerves hit you. You started shaking and your knee wouldn't stop bouncing.
"You okay pumpkin?" Damien said keeping his eyes on the road.
"Mhm" you mumbled.
"Hey, it's gonna be fine." He reassured you placing a hand on your jumpy knee.
You pulled up at the hospital and Damien asked around and located your brother's ward you made your way up and got to his room. He was in his own room for safety with two police officers outside his room and one inside. They asked you many question before you were allowed in, and it was only one visitor at a time. "Go on pumpkin, go see your brother." Damien said ushering you in.
You gave him a nervous smile before entering with caution.

"Harry?" You said.