Crying

fourteen

*Daytime Realm*

The hospital was mostly quiet. Ten sat next to the other Wayv members waiting to go and visit Taeyong. The Dreamies were visiting him now.

Ten tapped his foot in worry. He was terrified. 

Why the hell was he out by himself? How could he have been so careless to have been hit by a car? Would he survive? Fuck, I don't even know if he's conscious! 

Kun grabbed Ten's hand and have him a reassuring look. "I'm sure he's going to be okay Ten, he's a survivor. He'll make it."

Ten nodded and looked at his feet. "Yeah, yeah, he's a survi...." Ten didn't finish his sentence because the tears started to fall. He cried silently with only Kun to hold him. 

He cried until the Dreamies exited to hospital room, telling Wayv they could go and see their leader. Kun helped Ten stand up. Ten was weak from crying and shook from the event all together. The nurse stood by the open door, beckoning the members to come inside. 

All seven boys came into the small, brightly lit room. As soon as he entered, Ten started crying again.

Taeyong was laying on the hospital bed, unconscious. Many different tubes were hooked up to him, an oxygen mask on his face. He breathed slowly and deeply, his red hair lay flat on the pillow.

"Taeyong!" Ten yelped when he saw his friend. "Don't die please! I love you! I can't loose you!" No body said a word, the beeping of the heart rate monitor filling the silence. 

The nurse tapped Ten on the shoulder and sighed. "Sir I'm sure you know that he's in a coma. I'm sorry to all of you." She said casually. "Well do our best to save him-"

"What do you mean in a coma?! A fucking coma?! People don't wake up from those god damnit!" Ten screamed at her, grief taking over him. "I LOVE him! And he's good as gone! You say that like it's no big deal! 'Oh he's just in a coma,' that's a big fucking deal! So I swear to god that you better take good fucking care of him because if he dies I will come for you and I will kill you...." Ten yelled at the poor nurse who seemed taken aback. Xiaojun and Lucas grabbed him and tried to pull him out of the room. Eventually other nurses came and tried to control Ten. He was insane with sadness. The thought of losing his lover seemed too much to handle.

"Sir calm down!"

"Please sir, stop screaming."

"You're disturbing the other patients."

The nurses tried with no avail to calm down Ten. The other Wayv members had to drag him out of the hospital onto the street. When they got there the members gathered around Ten.

"What was that?" Kun asked him clearly annoyed.

Sicheng sighed. "I don't blame him. I mean if Yuta was lying there unconscious, I would have flipped out...."

Ten wasn't listening to his friends. He was in his own little world. He didn't hear anything else but Taeyong's voice. The voice that has yelled at him. Ten cursed himself. Why has he been so stupid do always pick fights with Taeyong? He had been so stupid and petty and now Taeyong was gone. Forever.

"I'm sorry." Ten chocked put between sobs. He stood up shakily from where he crouched on the sidewalk and gulped in fresh air. "Let's go home." 

The Wayv members helped their heartbroken friend to the van and set off to the dorms. Yangyang sat next to Ten and hugged him. 

"I'm sorry Ten. I really didn't think something like this would ever happen."

Ten stared at his feet, not daring to look at Yangyang or anyone else. He remained quiet while the others tried, without success, to comfort him.

Finally after Xiaojun said his words of sympathy, Ten broke in. 

"Guys, I appreciate all the empathy and stuff, but you shouldn't be like this to me. You'll miss him too. Just because I saw him as a little more than a friend doesn't mean I deserve all the apologies. You should be allowed to grieve too."

The others slowly nodded and turned to themselves. All seven boys broke down in the car. Kun tried to cry quietly and put on a brave face for the younger boys. Sicheng played with his fingers and pouted. Lucas sobbed loudly, not caring what anyone else thought. Xiaojun has tears streamed across his face but no sound coming from his mouth. Hendery and Yangyang cried together, Yangyang's face buried in Hendery's shoulder his sobs coming out in muffled gasps. 

But Ten didn't cry anymore. He sat with his legs pulled up so he could put his face into his knees. He closed his eyes and imagined what it would have been like if he had been kinder to Taeyong.

"I love you and I hope you're in Heaven." Ten whispered. With that he pulled something from his pocket. 

A music box. The matching one he had gotten for Taeyong. He thought it was a cute couples gift, even if they weren't technically a couple. He spun it around and watched the people dance in a circle. The two little people hand nothing to worry about. They just danced without a worry, together forever, happy.

"I wish we could be as happy as you too are." Ten replayed the music box over and over and over again until they got to the dorms.

In his room he watched the music box until he finally fell to sleep. 

*Nightmare Realm*

*Nightmare _______ Perspective*

I ran a hand through my hair and smiled at myself in the mirror. Soon I would be normal, without this stupid scar. And my half would suffer for all of eternity. 

I deserve love. Even if I am the dark half.

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