Crying

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*Nightmare Realm*

*Taeyong Perspective*

The fake Ten eventually came in last night. I had curled up on the bathroom floor crying. He came in a hugged me, telling me he would comfort me whenever I needed it. Telling me I would be happy with him here. 

What a load of bullshit.

I refused to sleep with him so he unwillingly left me alone and slept in our large soft bed by himself. He kept moaning saying it was lonely but did I give a damn, no, no I did not.

Because I had a plan. I wasn't staying in this house much longer. I was getting out of this eternal nightmare and I was getting back to Ten. The real Ten. 

I waited until he finally feel asleep. When I heard silence I peeked through a crack in the bathroom door to see him unconscious. He was curled up in a ball the blanket thrown across the  room. He wore no shirt. 

I tiptoed past him to the door and left the room. I went straight to the room in our house with the safe, the office. I quickly broke into it, which was easy for the code was the same as at home, and took about $350. I stashed that with my phone and my music box in my hoodie pocket. I took a reusable water bottle from the kitchen and shrugged. 

"I hate you Taeyong." I cursed myself as I sat down. I grabbed a pen and paper from the table and started writing. 

I will never love you. Don't come to find me. I'm gone and you'll never see me again. Goodbye.

-Taeyong 

I cocked my head to the side. Why was I having sympathy for him? I didn't care what he felt when I was gone. But still I left the note telling him I had left. I put all my stuff in a backpack, my backpack from the coatrack and set off. As I opened the door to the unknown yet familiar world I gulped. The wind buffeted my face and I shivered at the cold.

Quickly and quietly I shut the door to the hell house and ran. I ran down the backwards street I had been on so many times, this time not knowing anything that lay ahead. I ran until I made it off the court and to the alleyway I used to go to the therapist. The time I had been run over according to Ten. Nightmare Ten.

I used the shortcut to get to the SM building, hoping that somehow I could get back using that building. I don't know why I thought this way but it seemed logical enough. 

I walked through the streets, a little sketchier than back home. People with the same ugly scar as myself lurked in every corner. One man approached me. 

"Stay away please! I'm not interested in drugs!" He frowned and thank god, left me alone. What are the chances of that? Guess I'm lucky tonight!

I kept going, picking up my pace when a I realized someone started to follow me. I didn't turn back, not wanting to see who was there. I broke into a nervous sweat as I heard their footsteps behind me getting faster.

Finally I turned around. "Who's there?" I said, trying to sound brave. 

The person stepped out of the shadows and I gasped.

"Mark?"

"Taeyong?" 

I gaped at my friend. It was certainly Mark Lee. But with a scar over his mouth just like everyone else in this nightmare created place. 

"So you're all here?" I murmured. "All the members?"

Mark just stood there, shocked. "You're not supposed to be here...Did you break out? Please don't hurt me!" He flinched and jumped back.

My eyes widened and I frowned. "No.....what are you talking about?" I laughed, making it sound like a lie. Stupid me!

This Mark took a step back, clearly afraid of me for some reason. "I can't trust you. I don't want to talk to you anymore. Listen, Taeyong I thought we were good. But then you did-"

"Did what?!" I interrupted causing Mark to flinch. "Listen Mark, or fake Mark, whoever you are, I'm different. I'm from another world." Fake Mark raised an eyebrow. "This is all nightmare induced. I don't know why you're convinced I did something,"

"Because you did!" Mark whined. I glared at him for interrupting me. "Sorry." He quickly muttered.

"Okay, I did something!" I threw my arms in the air. "But I don't remember and I know you're wrong. I'm not from here, despite having this scar like you."

Mark cocked his head. "What do you mean?" His scar split when he talk like Ten's, making me squirm in disgust. 

"This is a nightmare."

Mark blinked at me and shook his head. "A nightmare? Your dream?!"

I nodded sheepishly. "Look I know it sounds ridiculous but-"

"I've heard that before." He said. I snapped my head to look at him, astounded. "You used to say  that all the time! Before you were taken away..."

I didn't understand what he meant by 'taken away' or they incident.' Maybe I had done something in my dream I didn't remember. Or maybe.....never mind! Those are just stupid theories!

"Wait you believe me?!" I gasped shocked.

Mark nodded quickly. "Yes I do. I've heard this before, from you and even my friend Johnny,"

"Johnny's here too?" 

"Yeah, I don't understand you Taeyong, but I feel you're different than before. I'm going to trust you, hopefully that won't be a mistake. So what exactly do you need from me?"

I inhaled and exhaled slowly. "I need you to help me get out of this place."

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*Nightmare Ten's Perspective*

I was pissed with him! He left me! I know he hates me but he's never done that before! He didn't wake up, I know it. He left to go into the outside. Into the unknown, if you will. (I swear to God y'all better not start singing Frozen!)

I can't believe he was so stupid! So idiotic! But I'm not going to go find him. Trust me he'll come crawling back to me, realizing he needs me. 

But hopefully that will be soon. 

I miss my Taeyongie.

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Sorry I haven't been updating! Oml that was difficult to write! I kept cringing the whole time, looking at my outline and basically cursing myself for making such a boring chapter! Hopefully the next one will be more entertaining!

Also I have a Woosan (San x Wooyoung) and a Nomin (Jeno x Jaemin) book coming up! I will publish the teaser for Room Service and Blind Date soon! Please look forward to it! By no means will I stop updating this book! I will post more to this book and then maybe I'll do one update on each a week!

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