The Heart's Helper

XXXV:THIRTY-FIVE - Her Worries

"Jeongyeon, Jeongyeon" Jimin tried to wake up Jeongyeon by calling her name

They finally arrived in Jimin's province at daylight. Namjoon parked the van in front of Jimin's halmeoni's house. The boys unloaded the van by carrying all their luggage inside the house.

Jeongyeon woke up as she heard Jimin's voice. She moved her head and sat up properly, she opened her eyes slowly and then she saw halmeoni's house and she heard the crashing of waves. Then, she looked at Jimin.

"C'mon jagi, halmeoni is waiting for us." Jimin said and then pulled Jeongyeon out of the van.

"C'mon unnie, let's go inside." Sana pulled Jeongyeon inside the house while the boys are still unloading everything.

After unloading, Jeongyeon fixed all her things inside the closet in her room. Halmeoni prepared her a room of her own because.

While she was fixing her things she felt unwell. She was piling her clothes in the closet and it made her feel out of place.

Jeongyeon

I shouldn't be here. I am not in my own place. This is not my place, I should be at home and doing my work, not staying in someone else's house. I feel so lost.

My God Jeongyeon, what have you done? You should have thought of things more clearly and thoroughly, you should have thought with your mind as well not just pursuing what your heart wants, you didn't use your brain. Now look at yourself, forcing yourself somewhere you shouldn't be in.

Now that I am here, I don't even know where to start. I am here with no work and no certainty for my future. I just let go of everything I had.

Yes I am happy that I am with Jimin but, because of me, now, the both of us have no certainty for our future. We chose to put everything at stake, we chose the dangerous side. Now, I don't know what will happen to us. I don't know if we both find a job. I don't know what my father will do in the next days. I don't know if I can adjust. I don't even think that I belong here.

After fixing my things, I heard someone knock on my door. I approached it and opened it. Jimin stood in front of my door.

"Hey jagi, c'mon let's have lunch. Halmeoni prepared food. C'mon" he said and then held my hand to pull me but, I stayed in my position

"Jimin, I think I will skip lunch for now." I said

He looked at me with a confused look and knitted brows and then neared me

"Why? Are you alright? Is there something wrong?" he asked

"Well, I just don't feel well right now, I would like to rest instead" I answered

He then became worried he held his hand on my forehead to check my temperature.

"Why? Do you need to go to the hospital? Do you need medicine?" he asked

I felt touched. He really is a thoughtful man. I held his hand and removed it from my forehead and smiled at him weakly then held his cheek.

"Don't worry about me Chim, I just want to sleep, maybe this is just because I was tired after the long travel. You go and have lunch without me." I said

He held my hand and removed from his cheek.

"Are you sure?" he asked

I smiled and nodded