MATING WITH THE MATED KING

***8: FEAR

SONG*: ALAN WALKER*:FADED

                      *FEAR*

My heart hurt, my head hurts, my soul hurts, everything hurts. I can't think straight, I can't eat anything.

It feels like I'm suffocating, like the air isn't enough, everything around me just makes me angry and I just want to scream.

My heat started today, and every part of my body hurts. I want a réalisé but don't want to ask for it. I'm still not talking to him. And I don't know if he even knows I'm in heat.

Or maybe he does, but wants to hurt me. He's doing it on purpose , he wants me to begg him , and that won't be happening, not at all.

I hate the fact that I'm still stuck in this room, doing absolutely fun nothings,

I got out of the bathroom, I had took a cold shower to he'll with the heat, it at least helped me in dying from the heat in me.

In between my legs , I was still aroused, but I could still handle it, my core burned so damnn much.

I kind of didn't know what to do so , I was particularly pacing my room, Alberto went for a meeting with someone on the Alphas of other packs to dicuss about rouges,

I feel so stupid now, why did I have to be so stupid and let my ego get to me, when he came this morning to ask if he could help and I had to be stupid and said "no, I'm good without you" stupid Lena!

'Yeah..very stupid.' My wolf kendra whined.

Oh shut up kendra!

'If it wasn't because of you , we would be under our mate by now!'

Ewww!! Shhhh! No more please!

'Don't act like you aren't wanting him now.'

I don't want him.

'Yes you do!'

I don't!

'Do!'

Don't!

'Yeah, right!'

Shut up!

'You shut up!'

You-

"Are you okay?" I jump at the suden noise from the door, to find jat?

The same guard who told me all about Alberto, and his past mate.

I still didn't know if to trust his words, he hesitated to tell about him but it also felt as if he wanted me to know or he was planning too.

Strange

"Jat....hi, yeah. I'm okay." I sat on my bed watching him. He didn't come bit only stood by the door, he stood just at the outline of the door.

"Won't you get in?"

"No...I can't."he answered, he had his uniform on and he looked pale, like his been stressing.

"Why? Are you okay?"

"Yes Lady Lena, I am doing great."he answered and I frown. He seems to see the expression on my face but just looked away from my glaring eyes.

"Okayyy.....si? I asked why you couldn't come in." He looked away from my ceiling to meet my eyes and looked hésitent.

"Urrrm....because, we were told that no men should get in your room, expecially without the King's orders."