MATING WITH THE MATED KING

***9: HURT

SONG*:Kam Michaels*: what we were

                *HURT*

Someday, it's hard to see. For I was a fool, for you to keep.

My heart ached. Someday I feel useless, I thought he was my one and a million.

Why do I feel like I'm drowning, I'm losing my soul, I'm losing my mind.

I hate to pretend that everything is okay. I feel so lost.

'The must be a reason.'Kendra says,

The must be....please.

I felt numb, my head ached, everything felt wrong. My body , mind , soul , heart , everything hurts.

HURT!

This games that his playing will kill me. He has a mate but....two mates. Hé didn't tell me anything about this.

Should I believe jat, When he told me all those stories. I feel like he pushed me away and diged up my grave and pushed me in the dark.

I turn and start running back to my room...well I tried because I kept on walking, two minutes later, I found myself in the garden, Tears where falling down my eyes and fell on my cheeks.

As I got near the white roses, I collapsed on the floor and started sobbing, my heart was so painful,

Guards came near me but as soon as they saw my state they left but not far, just gave me space.

My sobs became louder and louder each second, Jat came and sat few feet away from me and looked at me.

"Why me?"I whispered as he hugged me close to him and I bursted crying, all my tears falling as I sobed.

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I cooled down after some minutes and was just wondering, thinking about everything and how I got here.

My head was spinning and it was dark outside, the sun was replaced by the moon.

Everything around us looked dark, but the was nightlights that lits the garden.

A growl erupts from behind us and jat suddenly let's me go as the man comes in view.

Alberto

He was angry, he was fuming with anger. His muscles where tensed as he walked closer to us. Jat got on his feet as I stayed on the floor just staring at him approche us.

He even looks hot when angry!

Ohh shut up.

He was in front of Jat in seconds and rapidly expanding his hands around his throat and lifted him up.

"I'm s-sorry my k-king!"Jat tried saying through chokes.

I couldn't even say anything as I stared at them, showing no emotions, just looking emotionless.

After few seconds Alberto left him , as he fell on the floor with a thud. Jat groans and gets up. Within a second his gone. Leaving me with Alberto, why!

Alberto took my arm and yanked me on my feet but I still kept mute, not complaining, as I looked at my feet.

"What where you doing!" He screams,  My heart was beating, I wasn't scared but angry, I was so angry that I felt like exploding , but I stayed mute and didn't look at him.

"I asked you a question!"

Ignored

"Speak up, Lena!" He spat.

Ignored.

"I.am.talking.to.you."he said slowly as he came close and I took steps back.

He kept coming closer and closer until I hit my back on the wall and was caged by him.

I felt broken, souless, meaningless and useless. I don't understand how did I get a mate that has a mate!

Moon Godess , why did you curse me for? Didn't I suffer enough by losing my family and pack? By leaving alone all my childhood hiding?

"Look at me..."hé whispered as our chest touched. I can't. I will never. 

He took my chin in his hands and pulled me up to look at him, as my eyes looked in his my heart ached more as I felt a sharp pain in my heart, his golden gray eyes soften as it looked in my blue ones.

He saw the pain he cost in me. He just looked at me for a minute as he looked hurt. His eyes holds lots of secrets but I don't know how I still find them pure and innocent.

"What's wrong?"he whispers after minutes of us looking at each other. He was confused and hurt at my expressions. Those words hurt me more when he said them as a tear fell down my cheeks.

He attempts to wipe it but I quickly wipe it and pushed him away as I start walking in the palace.

"Lena?....Lena!?"I just walked as he called out for me and tried stopping  me.

I passed guards and maids who looked at me confusely, wondering why I'm in this state.

I just walked upstairs not sparing a glance at them as Alberto comes chasing me behind asking questions again and again.

I get in front of my door as he take my wrist in his hold and turns me to face me.

"Lena...talk to me. Your looking pained...Did Jat tell you something?What did he tell you? Are you okay?" He ask.

I unwrapped his hands around my wrist and got in my room. Before I could close it I turned and looked at him and said.

"Fear. I fear you."and with that my door was locked by me.

And that's how the pain flow in heavily through me.

I ran to my bed and floped on my face and cried my lungs out as Alberto keeps knocking and bang on my door.

After few minutes he stops and says.

"I'm sorry."of course I heard him and he knows that I did, thanks to the werewolves hearing genes.

I still continued sobbing as I heard his footsteps disappear.

I now understand.

I FEAR getting HURT!!