Hospitalized (TordTom Fanfic)

~Cuddles~

///Tom's P.O.V///

I leaned against Tord's shoulder, his arms wrapped around my stomach.  The lights were off and the only noise was the sound of Tord's heartbeat. 

Tord had kissed back, of course, he did. Being the fucking pervert he was. 

When he did, everything seemed to stop, but in a good way. All I could focus on was his lips against mine. 

We stay like that for a little, and when we did pull away, Tord cupped my cheeks and placed kisses all over my face as I giggled. 

"Commie!" I laughed, holding onto his hands as he kissed my cheeks. 

Tord was smiled, "What, Tommy?" He said, kissing the corner of my mouth. 

I laughed, Tord lifting me off my feet slightly. "You taste like cigarettes," I said, Tord placing a kiss on my neck. "Tord, that tickles!" I said laughing. 

"Well, we're even," Tord said, holding me by my waist. "You drink way too much Smirnoff."  

I looked at him, smiling. "Smirnoff is amazing and you can't change my mind." 

Tord looked up at me, his grey eyes shining slightly. "You were drinking that stuff since high school, don't you like anything else?" 

I thought for a moment, knocking my fingers in his hair. "I like Susan," I pointed out and Tord rolled his eyes, smiling. 

"Anyone else?" He asked, looking up at me. 

I smiled, "Oh, you'd like to know, wouldn't you?" 

Tord rolled his eyes again, but he was smiling. He walked over to the couch, still carrying me. "How about no more Christmas, ever again?"  

"That would be the best thing since harpoons," I said, Tord sitting on the couch with me and pulling me close. 

Tord rested his chin on my shoulder, his arms wrapped around my middle. He hummed softly as I closed my eyes. 

"How about me?" Tord asked, his breath brushing against my ear. 

I smiled, turning around slightly so I could face him. 

"I thought you knew the answer to that," I remarked, as he looked back at me. 

"After all," I reached over and curled a lock of his hair around my finger, leaning in and whispering into his ear, "I don't usually kill people." 

Tord kept looking at me, stunned, blushing slightly before kissing me again. 

Even though I said he tasted like cigarettes, I didn't mind it all that much. It was kinda fruity in a way, which surprised me. 

When Tord pulled away, he laid down, his arms still around me. I laid on his chest, my arms wrapped around him. 

Tord ran his fingers in my hair, as he looked at the ceiling and I looked at him. 

As I looked at him, a thought occurred to me. "You know," I said, Tord glancing at me. "We don't have to kill anymore." I smiled more as I realized that. "I have you and you have me, we don't need to keep doing this." 

Tord kept looking at me, only I couldn't quite read the look in his eyes. It was a look of want, but, not a good kind. 

It wasn't a, "I want to hold you close and keep you safe" sort of want. I couldn't tell what it was, but it was gone before I could even figure out exactly what it was. 

Tord smiled, pulling me up next to him and cuddling me close. He pulled up a blanket, wrapping us both in it and kissing me on the head. 

"Good point, Tommy." He said, his arms wrapping around me.

A familiar sensation traveled up my spine, the feeling of being tired. I yawned but still tried to figure out what was going on. 

Tord cuddled me close, surrounding me in warmth and protection and I felt my body slowly giving in. 

"Tord..." I could barely whisper, "What...?" 

Tord stroked my hair, "Shhhh, Tom," He said soothingly. "Give in." He kissed my head, "It's okay, I'm here," He spoke into my ear before lightly kissing it. 

I fought my eyes to stay open and started pushing weakly away from Tord. "N-no," I said slipping off the couch and trying to crawl away. My limps felt weak and heavy, my vision blurry. 

I didn't even see Tord get up and walk after me, grabbing my ankle and pulling me forward. I yelped, kicking at him. 

"Let me go, Tord!" I yelled, trying to fight him off. 

Tord grabbed me by my arms, pulling me up. 

"NO!" I screamed, squirming, and fighting. My eyesight burred completely and I couldn't see anything. "LET ME GO!" 

Tord's grip was like steel, as he pulled me up. Something warm pressed my lips. I couldn't see anything, but I knew he had pressed his lips against mine. 

But, I still noticed something else. 

A fruity taste. 

Tord had fucking drugged me, again. 

I punched against him, trying to rip my lips away from his, but he held on fast to the back of my head. 

I felt my blows getting weaker, my arms getting heavier. They felt-like 10-pound weights. 

"No..." I breathed before I black out completely. 

I wasn't exactly surprised when I found myself in another dream. 

This one was bright though like someone had shown a flashlight into my eyes. 

I squinted, turning my head away and raising my hand to hopefully stop the light. 

The light dimmed, when I looked back at it, there was nothing but a simple lit lamp there. 

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, walking forward. I picked up the lamp, shining it around. 

I was in some sort of cave, it was damp and cold. 

Then, as I shined the lamp around, I heard sudden laugher. 

I world around, just as Tord stepped out of the shadows. 

Panic swept threw me and I turned to run but, there was nowhere to go. 

Desperate, I threw the lamp down, and I was engulfed in flames. 

It didn't hurt, it wasn't painful. I was just swept into darkness. 

I stirred slightly in my sleep, slowly opening my eyes. 

Tord was looking down at me, though, I couldn't see his face. 

"Tord...?" I said weakly, as he combed his fingers through my hair. 

He smiled, his teeth red with blood. He titled his head into the light and my heart stopped. 

Screams exploded from my throat, as I fought to get away. 

Tord grabbed me, pulling me closer and holding me tight. 

I kept screaming, punching at his chest, trying to run. 

"TORD! LET ME GO!" I screamed, trying to push away from his chest. 

Tord kept smiling at me, "Didn't you kill for me? Didn't you say you loved me?" 

I kept fighting, shaking my head. "LET GO!" I Screamed. 

"If so," Tord continued, "Why is this happening?" He asked, blood dripping from his mouth, blue petals dropping. 

"LET ME GO, TORD!" I screamed again, Tord grabbed my wrists and forced me to look at him. 

Tord held out his hand, catching a blue petal as it fell from his lips. 

"A Love-In-A-Mist," Tord spoke, looking down at the petal in his hand. "Those are your favorite flower, aren't they?" 

I couldn't breathe as Tord looked at me, blood rushing out of his lips and some pouring onto me. 

"You love me, don't you?" Tord said, petals continuing to fall.