Be His Light

This is Anger

Your parents had gotten angry at you because you were constantly 'in your room' and you had withdrawn from the family. It was all because Jeff was always wanting to see you and your family never had the time to meet him. So you were constantly upstairs with him, never really hanging out with your family as much as you used to. Once your parents were finished scolding you you stomped up to your room, anger burning in your veins.
"Jeff! Get out!" You growled as you opened the door, seeing him lounging on your bed with a book. He looks surprised as you slam your door.
"What? Babe? What happened?" He asks, coming up to you.
"Get. Out. Now." You say.
"Why?! Are you braking up with me?!" He asks, his voice thick with emotion. "You know what?! No. Im breaking up with you! I can't date you and your girlie rages all the time! You never spend time with me, you're always worried about your stupid family! Who cares about them?! Well now you can worry about them all the time because we're done!" He is close to a shout. Your eyes water. This isn't what you meant. A single tear rolls down your cheek.
"No, Jeff, I just needed space! My family-"
"No! It's always about your family! They aren't even your family! They're just foster parents that don't give a flying fuck about you, (Y/N)! They could care less if you just disappeared! They only pretend to care because they are fucking obligated to as parents! Get real! Stop living in a fucking imaginary world, this is real life and you need to grow the fuck up!" Jeff slings this at you before vanishing through the window without even looking back. You break down in tears, falling onto the floor where you stood. Jeff hears your sobs and pauses, guilt filling him, before steeling up and continuing on back to the CP Mansion.
And you started doing something you hadn't done since you two started dating.....you cut....deeply. You let the pain wash away, then lay on the floor until morning. When, finally, anger filled you. You refused to feel bad about Jeff leaving you because you cared about your family. He didn't have the right to hate your famil-....maybe he did....because he had lost his family....maybe that's why....no! You still had a right to be angry!