Be His Light

Merry Christmas From My Blade To My Heart

~so, Merry Christmas, I want this to be special for all y'all readers so how about Jeffy's point of view all for you! ~(*.*~). ~
Jeff's P.O.V.
She was sketching me with her (H/C) held up in a purple hair tie. Her brow was furrowed in concentration in a cute little way, and her nose was wrinkled as she continuously looked up at me then back down at her sketch pad. The strap of her (F/C) tank top kept slipping down and she would angrily push it back up with a noise of frustration.
She knew more about me than I would ever tell anyone. I cared more about her than I let on. Yeah, we were kind of in between being close friends and dating....but who would date a guy like me? I fucking killed people, that's not exactly a star quality in a boyfriend. Especially for such a sweet girl like her. Not with her cute nose, gorgeous (E/C) eyes, perfect lips.
It took me a while to realize she was done sketching and just staring at me as I stared at her. I grinned sheepishly and glanced away. I felt her moving on the bed and when I glanced back she was right in front of me, so close I could feel her soft breaths on my face. She grinned and poked my nose (what is left) and giggled. I leaned back and looked at her.
"What?" I say stupidly. She laughs and pokes me again. She doesn't answer my question but continues to poke me. I can feel my anger building up, but I don't want to snap at her and hurt her feelings. I don't want to be that kind of guy to her. So, instead, I grab her hand and pull her down, knocking her off balance. She tumbled on top of me laughing her head off, the melodious sound washing over me and making me laugh too. Her face nestled perfectly into the crook of my neck, her body matching mine perfectly as our laughter died.
Warm breath tickled my neck and she nuzzled closer, her arms tucked against her chest. I slowly let my arms fall over her waist and back, the feeling so foreign to me of being....held. And she was so warm....so soft....and it was so strange to feel this warmth in my heart....
Was this....was I feeling a....love for her?

~I know y'all hate it but........time skip~

I had woken up with her curled up against my chest, her arms around me. Little snores emanated from her, such a cute sound, her snores. I tried to disentangle myself, but she wrapped her arms tighter around my waist. I chuckled and she stirred, hiccuping little sighs as she woke up. She grumbled something and looked up at me. A sudden thought popped into my head, seeing her rosy cheeks and sparkling eyes.
"Would you like to come to Christmas? At the CreepyPasta Mansion of course. It's sort of a costume party thing..." By the end I couldn't look at her, thinking it was a stupid idea. She surprised me by kissing my chin softly.
"Your my boyfriend, of course I will." She giggled.
"I am? Your boyfriend, I mean." I ask, looking down at her. She nodded and hid her face in my chest.
"I think we are....I think....well, you kissed me....so I just assumed..." She trailed off, her voice muffled by my hoodie. I grinned, my smile, even the one I made myself, widening.
"Hell yeah we're dating!" I cried and kissed her soft mouth. She giggled against my lips and I hugged her to my chest, happiness filling me. "So, about the Christmas thing....you're going to dress up right?" I asked her, excitement filling me.
"Yeah, and I know exactly what I'm going to be..."

~yeah I'm lazy, so shoot me....it's a time skip~

I waited outside her door after knocking politely, wishing I could have gone through the window and swept her away. She answered immediately and took my breath away.
She wore a long white dress that flared from her hips, crystalline little gems sparkling in the light from her hallway. Her hair was pulled up and away from her face, little tendrils of (H/C) hair framing her face in cherubic curls. Her eyes were wide and sparkling, she bit her full lower lip, the redness drawing my attention. She was so small compared to me, with her white angel wings poking out behind her. I grinned thinking, hellz yeah, my little angel.
"Uh, just let me grab my jacket, okay?" She murmured, looking me up and down before turning around and grabbing a leather jacket off a peg on the wall. "Okay, let's go." She said, taking my arm and kissing my cheek.
"What about your parents?" I asked her, curiously enough, I wanted to meet them.
"They're out on business." She shrugged, seemingly not caring, but I saw the flash of hurt in her eyes. "I told them I wanted them to meet you, but this emergency meeting popped up. It's no big deal, really." She says, looking down at the ground.
"It is, but I can meet them later. For now, let's go enjoy ourselves, yeah?" I prompt, earning a small smile. She nodded and grinned and we headed to the CP Mansion.
The entire place was decked out in lights and festive colors. Once again, the lights were bright and laughter trailed out into the surrounding woods. As we reached the front steps, Masky raced out of the mansion, trailed by Hoodie who was laughing maniacally and winked at (Y/N) as he passed. I glared at him and he laughed harder. We ignored them and continued inside the house. Costumes all around except most of the proxies, who were basically in costumes all year round.

~A/N don't judge me because I like costume parties, judge me because I'm fabulous!~

Most of them ran up and greeted (Y/N), remembering her from last time. Hugs were passed out and I sort of became jealous that all of the guys were hugging her and she wasn't really talking to me. I sound childish, I know, but I kind of want her to myself all the time.
"Hey, (Y/N), why don't we-"
"Time to open presents!" BEN shrieked, running down the halls to the giant tree in the Den. Festive lights and garlands garnished it, strung popcorn slowly being picked off, and candy canes being pulled away. LJ was enjoying this party the most I think, because of all the candy. Slender and his brothers passed out presents to everyone, wrapped in 'bloody snowmen' wrapping paper.
All I got the entire time was a new knife, much better than my old one (though I'm still keeping it, (Y/N) likes it), a new hoodie, and a pair of socks from Hoodie.
"D-d-don't laugh, it's all I g-got f-fo-for everyone..." He shuffled on his feet. Which was a lie. Because he got (Y/N) a white and red flower for her hair. She got up and hugged him tightly, her floofy dress engulfing them both.
On the other hand, my best Christmas present was seeing her smile and laugh, and blush when I snuck kisses on her shoulders and neck and that odd little area behind her ear. She pushed me away and laughed.
"You're distracting me from the party. Now stop before I maul you with kisses!" She joked.
"Well in that case..." I showered her with little kisses all over her shoulders and face and neck. She giggled and made me stop when Slenderman cleared his throat.
"Now from me to all you greedy CPs, stockings!" He said, and thrust stockings at all of us with his tentacles, standing in the center of the room. Everyone took turns opening them and pulling everything out.
When I got mine, expecting candy, I dumped it out all over the floor....condoms spilled everywhere. A blush tingeing her cheeks, (Y/N) buried her face in my hoodie. BEN laughed and fell on the floor, cheeks bright red. Everyone laughed and pointed and I glared at Slender.
"Yeah, thanks, real helpful..." I growled. He simply chuckled and patted my shoulder, then embracing (Y/N) in a friendly hug. "Hey, (Y/N), it seems everyone loves you here." I chuckle at her. She shakes her head, hair tumbling about.
"Nah, they only like me because I'm with you." She says.
"Oh, believe me, they don't like you because of me. Have you seen how Jane treats me?" I laugh. She narrows her eyes at Jane across the room.
"Hmmm...." She says. I turn her face to me.
"Are you angry? Is the almighty (Y/N) angry?" I tease. She sticks her tongue out at me. "Careful, before I bite that cute little tongue of yours..." I wink at her. She blushes and, sadly, sticks her tongue back in her mouth.
"Hey! (Y/N)! Spill your stocking c'mon, everyone else has!" Glitchy Red says, tripping over Clockwork, who was sitting on the floor, and right in front of (Y/N). He smiled up at her and held up her stocking to her. She takes it and smiles, poking his nose.
"Thank you, Red." He blushes and scrambles away. She pours it out and homemade candy from LJ pours out, cheese cake bites in a baggy from Masky and Hoodie, something that looked suspiciously like candied kidneys from EJ, and a totally kawaii pink knife with little roses decorating the handle from Slender.
"I figured if you're going to end up together, why not have a matching set, right?" Was Slender's explanation. She giggled and brandished it, examining it as she ate the cheese cake from Masky and Hoodie. She pretended to stab something and I shook my head.
"No, babe, do it like this." I came up behind her, wrapping my arms around her and holding the knife over her hand. I demonstrated how to wield the weapon, pressed against her back, her dress like a giant marshmallow around us. I finally got tired of it and grabbed my knife, gripping huge folds of her dress and cutting it to her knees. "Much better...." I say, standing back up. She looks at the mess I made of her dress and smiles.
"I love it. It's much better than before. It was so heavy." She kisses me sweetly and I wrap her in my arms. BEN lets out a whoop right next to my ear.
"Yeah! Someone's kissing under the mistletoe!" He yells, running off after taking a picture. We both laugh and press our foreheads together.
"You know, (Y/N)...I think you're the sweetest treat here..."