Be His Light

Starting the Fire

You were hanging out with Clockwork and Toby, you didn't want your bad relationship with Jeff to ruin your relation ship with the other pastas. Clockwork was twirling a little knife in her hands and examining you, her one green eye sparkling with mischief. Toby was going through all the stuff on your desk, his goggles pushed up on his head and his hatchets laying on the desk top. You were sketching Clockwork, enjoying adding the details of her Clock eye. You wore a pair of baggy sweats and a tank top and your hair was in a messy updo.
"You know, (Y/N), you should let me and Jane give you a makeover. We could make Jeff miss you so bad." She said in her haunting voice. You were taken aback.
"A....makeover?" You asked. She giggled and nodded, tucking her knife into the sleeve of her jacket.
"Oh yes! Toby, you'll stay here and watch her family right?" Clockwork asked. Toby barely glanced over before nodding and going back to his nosy ways. Clockwork pulled you off the bed and towards the door. Before going you jabbed a finger into Toby's side, making him yelp in surprise then grin at you sweetly. He gave you a hug and ruffled your hair.
"I wasn't gonna forget! Jeez! No need to bruise me, (Y/N)!" He joked before Clockwork took you away and off to the CP mansion to get Jane the Killer.

~Toby's POV~

The girl had sooooo much junk! Why did she have so much random stuff on her desk? Was all of this really that important? Who needed so much lip gloss? Who needed all of these pens, all of this lotion? She really isn't a girly girl but she has so much girly stuff....and what is this? Some sort of spritsy stuff......OUCH!!
I got the stuff in my eye! But it smells really good......wow, did she always smell like this? Hm no wonder Jeff was so crazy about her.....Jeff!
Jeff was glaring at me through her window, his hand on the glass, his knife raised. I opened the window and grinned at him.
"Hey Jeff! Funny seeing you here, I thought you and (Y/N) broke up?" I asked cheerily.
"Fuck off, Toby. Get out and stay out of her stuff." He growled at me, climbing through her window. I sneered at him.
"No, Jeff, everyone knows how you are about families...why do you think Jane dumped your ass after she found out you killed her family? Im not leaving you her with (Y/N)'s family just so you can fuck up everything more!" I said, grabbing my hatchets and getting into a defensive posture. Jeff scoffed and leaned against the wall beside the window.
"You think I'm going to hurt her more? I love her! I love her more than anything! I just wanna make things right....I can't do that without having a small opportunity to fix everything. Toby....she gave me a heart, she gave me emotion where I had none. She's changed the whole way I am....im so much better around her. Im actually....nice. I can't lose her Toby! You don't understand! You've never loved someone like I love her!" Jeff exclaimed. I felt anger building up within me. My fingers gripped the hatchets harder as I fought back the memories......
"You think I don't know love?!" I exclaimed, squeezing my eyes shut in pain. "I had a sister once! My dad didn't even care that she died! She DIED Jeff! I watched her die! I was the only one to hear her last words! She was like a mother that actually cared for me! My mom just wanted everything to be calm! She never addressed the problem! You aren't either! You're only thinking about your side of things! You aren't thinking about how she feels! You need to stop being so selfish Jeff! My sister died, her heart is broken, and the only thing wrong with you is a little bruised ego because you're so insecure you think she wasn't spending any time with you, when really she was ignoring her entire family just for you! She was so in love with you she was willing to abandon her family, and she needed a little time to herself and that hurt your petty little pride and you hurt her more than anything. You deserve what you're going through now....because she went through so much more for a murderous bastard like you!" I panted at the end of my rant and swiped away a tear that leaked out at the memory of my sister. Jeff just stood there shocked.
"I can fix it....I can get her back....you just wait and see!" Jeff exclaimed before vanishing through the window. I collapsed in her bed and hugged her pillow to my chest, inhaling the familiar perfume of (Y/N)...then realized why it was so comforting. Why i always felt so comfortable around a girl who was just recently introduced to CreepyPasta...this was the same scent my sister used. She smelled just like her, acted just like her....and that meant the world. (Y/N) was family in my mind....and I would protect her from all the stupid boys that just wanted to hurt her....including Jeff. (Y/N) was the last shred of my sister I would ever have....and she was the one person I was the closest to and didn't want to fuck her or kill her. She was a part of my family and I wasn't going to let her get hurt by Jackass Jeff.
I could keep her safe!