Be His Light

Jeff....is in Love?

You were laying upside down on your bed, your (H/C) hair nearly touching the floor, and your feet on the wall as you gamed. Your window was closed because you weren't expecting Jeff that day, so you were yelling at your CoD game, cussing out the male online gamers that thought you were an essays kill because you were a girl. All of a sudden there is a loud rap against your window and you cuss obscenely as you fall on your floor, dropping the controller and instantly getting murdered in the game. You grumbled as you stood up and walked over to your window, seeing Jeff sitting in the tree outside your window.
You open the window and let him in, and you two embrace as he tumbles through. You kiss him, but are still a little mad that he made you lose your winning streak in the game. As you try to return to your game he wraps his arms tighter around your waist.
"(Y/N), we need to talk.....it's serious...." He said. You immediately froze, your mind going straight to the negative like always. 'He's breaking up with you....he doesn't love you like you love him...' Your inner demons screamed. You were shaking and Jeff was worried. "(Y/N), what's wrong?! Are you okay?! You're shaking like a leaf!" He ran his hands up and down your arms, trying to dispel the goosebumps. You stared blankly at him, already numbing yourself for his rejection....
"Yeah, I'm fine....what were you going to say?" You ask, your voice monotone and flat. He cradles your face in his hands.
"(Y/N)....if something is wrong you tell me and I will fix it....you mean everything to me....you're the only thing keeping me sane...my killing sprees have gone down drastically, I haven't fucking killed anyone since Christmas and that's a huge deal for me. Everyone at the mansion can tell you are doing wonders for me, changing the way i act, the way I talk....you've ingrained yourself into my black soul and put a little light there. I can feel that light growing every minute-no, second- im with you. (Y/N), I love you, and I don't ever want to lose you. I will never do anything to hurt you, because hurting you would break me inside. I need you like I need oxygen....you are my very breath, my very soul. I crave you like LJ craves candy. Our time will never be up, no matter what Clockwork says. You will always be mine and I will always be yours. (Y/N)....I love you so much it hurts....and I'm scared you don't love me back..." Jeff's voice was so soft, so husky, that you could barely hear him over the thunderous beating of your heart.
"Y-You l-l-love me...?" You ask in disbelief. He turns his face away quickly, his shoulders tense.
"Uh...yeah, that's what I just said isn't it?" He snaps, getting defensive. You giggle and hug him tightly, knocking you both over on the bed. Video games forgotten you kiss his face all over, laughing, happiness filling you. Your heart is jumping wildly in your chest as you take a deep breath, looking into his dark eyes.
"Jeff....I, uh, I've lived you for a long time now...." You whisper into his ear. He shouts in happiness kissing you with a passion and wrapping his arms around your waist. His hands creep under the back of your shirt, his coldish hands touching the bare skin of your lower back, making you gasp. He takes the opportunity to deepen the kiss, and, still shocked, you kiss him back, your hands tangling in his hair. He pulls you onto his lap and you wrap your legs around his waist, both of you still kissing. Before you know it, Jeff's hoodie is off and somewhere in the bed, but you don't care, you just run your hands over the toned muscles of his chest and arms, taking in his masculine beauty.
"Jeff, I love you so much." You whisper. He grins at you and kisses you softly.
"I know."

~heyo my readers!~
So no, they don't have sex in this scene. I thought this was a good place to end the chapter. What a horrible first time, to not be able to read what you do with Jeffy! No....that is a special New Years thing, your first time....
~Jazz out!~