DUA (Complete)

chapter 3

Dua' P.O.V

I had relaxed my mom and told her that i was good to go to uni tommorow and face the world but only God knew what was going inside my heart. Coming out of trauma and suddenly facing the world was not that easy. I was absolutely fine in an all girls schools, even then the male teachers would scare me often. Its true that the scars of young age are very hardly washed. When ever I close my eyes those horrible events circulate in my brain.
I never had made any friends ever because I was afraid that they might get to know my past and unfriend me or point fingers at me. This all was not easy. My parents and my siblings had always supported me throughout, but one mistake my parents did make, when they did not confront my assailant, rather stayed silent and flew away from there,trying to hide me from the world but all this had made me a wreck. That fear, those secrets are now deeply burried in my heart.

I am scared of going to the university but at the same time I really really want to pursue my career as a lawyer so that I can actually stand for the victims and unlike myself help them get justice.
For all that to happen I have to put aside my fears and move forward.

Gathering myself, I gotup and prepared my bag for tommorow and selected a floral long skirt with a plain top and a scarf to wear.

"May I come in princess?" I hear my brother who is a year older than me knock and peep inside the room smiling..

"You are already inside fahad!" I reply back smiling,this guy was literally my backbone.

"All ready for tommorow?" Coming in he patted my head giving me a feel of safety.

"Yo bro!!! " I smile.

"Here is your bus card and the route details,hope you will manage,but if still there is any problem I am always there ,remember that and last but not the least here you favourite chocolate."
Handling me the card and route paper he sneaked out my favourite chocolate from his jeans pocket making me so happy, squeeling happily i hugged him and snatched my chocolate from him.

"Hmmm siblings game strong and that too without me!!!" In came the jolliest item of our family!!!
Ah how could I miss the smallest piece of my  family ,my youngest sister safa.

"Hmmm koi sakoon nahi hai ghar main!!!  ( there is no peace at home)." Fahad whined teasing her and it worked, after that the cute little quarell continued for 2 hours straight, i smiled...
My lovely pieces of distraction and happiness..

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The day had arrived and all my family was present there advicing me differently,they all cared for me and loved me so much.
Breakfast was quite heavy, the bus stop luckily was just opposite our house, I was ready but afraid at the same time.

Getting ready I said salam to all and got out of the house, approaching the main door I recited some dua's and wore my sneakers and stepped down to the street but as soon as I looked up a young boy maybe nearly my age was walking towards me or maybe I thought so considering my insecurities and fears, the boy looked at me and smiled, unable to react or reply I literally got scared with different thoughts running through my mind. Turning my back I rushed back to my house and without sparing a second opened the door with the key I had.

My family was obviously stunned to see me back but composing myself I smiled and asked fahad to drop me today and promised that i wont disturb him from tommorow because I knew he had to go the different way.

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Hey guys, sorry for such a late update, i got so busy lately...

So here it is, some glances into duas life....

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