DUA (Complete)

chapter 5

DUA !

It was time again and and I was again sitting across anne in her clinic, the one place I was yearning to be since a week.

"So, how did the first week of university go? " anne asked smiling giving me a signal to start all that I had in mind and thats exactly what I did.

"Very difficult, too suffocating, I just cant think about anything, I cant concentrate on studies, seeing so many people around just makes me concious and scared. I am not sure if I can go on with it ! " spilling my mind to her I sighed, tears threatening to fall out of my eyes, thats what life outside my house was for me, a scary and dangerous place.

"Dua ,dua ,just calm down girl, see you somehow managed to spend the whole week in university without anything going wrong and you were brave enough to overcome your fears and go there daily, just like this week other days will also pass by smoothly and they will make you more stronger and you will surely be fine ."
Anne stated in her soothing voice.

"Are you sure anne? " I asked, my voice shaky

"I am 101 percent sure, just let go of everything ,enjoy your student life, make new friends dear! And see how beautiful life is ."
Anne tried soothing me but I was a weck.

"This life cant be beautiful for me anne , I was raped at such a young age by my cousin, we trusted him and this is what he did!,   the traum I and my oarents went through only God knows , they literally had to leave the home town for me. As much as I want to forget that all amd move on , I just cant, that that scene just haunts me in my sleep! " stuttering I continued and anne had passed me heaps of tissues this while to cleanse my tears.

"Just burry the past and move on, just for your parents sake, just be happy, not every man is a bad person, remember that!" Anne had said

"But my parents are at fault somehow, even though I know they had their reasons, why did they not file a case against that jerk, why did they just flew away flew away from there, my mom says it was all so sudden and traumatic and they somehow wanted to save my dignity by hiding what had happened to me, arent they aware that my socalled dignity was already taken! "
I finally managed to share out the burdens i carried in my heart with my sweet therapist, she had only soothed me and given me confidence through out the years.
Mental health is important and anyone with the issues should surely visit the psychatrist no matter what, they are there to help you!

"Dont blame the parents, I know what they did was wrong but maybe they had their reasons, just let go of any grudge you have in your heart and speak up to them dua , it will help heal you and one more thing I want you to study hard and keep going to university is to become a lawyer and fight for the victims of this kind of cases,give them confidence! "
Anne's soothing voice and words were healers to my heart.

"Thankyou anne, I feel better and lighthearted!" My time was over and I walked out the clinic to go out...
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Getting down the bus and walking towards home I had very deeply thought that I woukd try my level best to behave like a normal person, enjoy  the perks of lie, make friends, hangout, eat at cafes. I had missed doing all the fun , always grieving but now it was time to lwt go, I knew it would bw hard but àtleast I could try atleast.

Dwelled in my thoughts I never realised I bumped into something, a hard wall or something, looking up I saw that it was a guy, the same guy from our university and allegedly who was out neighbour also, the guy who had passed me a smile the other day., all our things were sprawled on thw ground now and being close to a guy was enough to freak me out.

"I am soyry!" I was sure my voice came out cracked, but anyways I quickly picked up my stuff with shaky hands and rushed home, while he was standing there smirking. Guess he was happy that he had made a girl afraid, guys and their stupid ego's..

Getting angry I banged my house door and upon opening rushed to my room and threw my things on my bed.

"Hey easy there, what happened to our princess!" Fahad came running to me.

"I am good , just leave me alone fahad!"

"Not unless you tell mw whats wrong?" He replied

"And siblings are not meant to leave the other siblings alone, so now spill, whats wrong? Because a very handsome guy is on the door and he claims that dua apparently took his phone away with her!"
Ofcoursw this was safa who just barged in and at her last words I looked towards the items I just threw on the bed and yes  It was not my phone over there but instead a brand new iphone.

"Well the phone is sexy! " safa blurted out earning a glare from fahad.

"I just bumped into this guy and hurriedly maybe brought his  phone home." I said in a low voice.

"Not Maybe,you actually did! NO GO return it and bring back your soggy phone!" Laughing, safa exited the room and I sighed looking towards fahad for help.

"Give me the phone, I will give it to him and bring yours but dua, try to face and solve your issues by yourself, that would be great."
Patting my head fahad left with the phone and I just sat back and relaxed on the chair...
Well someday I will have to courage up and stop taking fahads shield for everything..
Deciding I got up and moved towards the entrance door but fahads voice was coming from the living room so hesitantly I entered and saw fahad talking and laughinh with that university  guy.

Seeing me he stood up from thw couch and said salam.

Replying I sat beside fahad, shaking inwarldy but I had to do this.

"I am extremely sorry, first I just bumped into you and then did not realise that I took your phone." I managed to say my eyes low .

"Its alright!, no worries, by the way I am Erhan , your new neighbour and batch mate in university." He stated with a smile and I smiled back half , head still hung low..

" Nice to meet you!" Saying this I walked out of the living room...

Sighing loudly I went and laid in my bed closing my eyes, this was too much for a day!.
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Hey guys whats up! So its finally revealed what had happened with dua , I feel sorry for her...

And how did u like her encounter with Erhan???

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