DUA (Complete)

chapter 14

Erhans P.OV

My head was spinning, my mind was lost and heart heavy, this was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. I was about to propose to the queen of my heart but it all turned out reckless.

The brutal news that dua broke on me is shattering my heart, i cant believe she had been through so much! My queen.

I was getting why she hesitated in crowds, why she was isolated all the time, why she was always avoiding men.
My heart was heavy and aching now.

Rape is the biggest curse of this world! People just ruin other persons life  just for some lust.
Harassers and rapists are just like murderers, infact I would say even worse as  they ruin a persons life forever.
I wonder what their hearts are made of, that they dont even think about that they also have mothers, daughters and sisters who someone else could rape, harass or simply kill also.
They never think before ruining peoples lives. They should be punished like murderers or even given more harsh penalty so people could learn lesson and avoid this hideous act but the sad part is no rape victim is ever given justice !
Many rapists are roaming freely on the streets living happy lives while the victims are dying and suffering daily.

The other problem arising these days and also leading to the increase in numbers of rape is,
People these days have no understanding of what consent is. They start forcing themselves on the other person and that is not acceptable! Not right at all.
If a girl talks to you,smiles at you, just clearly does not mean she wants you or you can just force yourself on her...
Its a No..a big No unless she tells you or is ready...

If you love someone, ask her to marry you and ask her for her consent! And if you are simply attracted and just want your dark desires out, get hold of yourselves and think of females of your family and fear God.  He is seeing all.

Thinking about all this all night I was unable to sleep, I never knew when i fell asleep but I was sure it was maybe 10 in the  morning and when I woke up it was almost 7 in the night.
Argh! I groaned, my empty stomach growled as i hadent eaten since the previous day.
My head was aching bad, i showered first to get rid of the thoughts from last night and then made my self a sandwich to eat when my thoughts diverted to dua again.
Her innocent face revolved in front of my eyes and then the thought of all that, that had happened with her  changed my mood, rage was now building inside me.

We people always think our problems are the biggest! We are the only ones suffering so much and the rest of the world is so happy and everyone is living perfect lives.

I always envied dua's family secretly, i always thought they all are so happy. Dua has siblings, parents, a happy family while I thought i was so miserble,my mom was no more, dad never cared, i had no other blood relation to share my things with on top of that i had many a times been harassed by guests at my own house and i was never ever able to mouth them out loud!
In my alone time I used to ponder over all this and become vulnerable.

I always thought dua was the happiest, thats true i loved her dearly and wanted her in my life but part of me also wanted to be a part of her happy family also.
My attraction towards her happy family drew me closer to her but hearing all this i realized, there are many real peoblems people deal with, they just dont poster them out.

People are suffering so much but still thanking God for all the blessings in their life.
We are all so ungrateful.

My problems to me were feeling so less to me now and my princess pain was hurting me too.

Oh yes princess! Dua! Damn!!! I ignored her ...i never replied to her, i sent her away! Arghhhhh!!! What must she be thinking about me!!! Oh no!
I slammed my fists on the kitchen counter and rushed out towards dua's house to speak to her.

Reaching her door i rang the bell twice ,thrice, so many times but it seemed no one was at home.
Getting worried i dialed dua's number which was switched off. Ofcourse my worry increased.

Finally i called fahad and the news he told me just took my breath away..
Dua was sick and hospitalized...

Shit!!! It was all my fault....i let her slip away from my own hands.

It was all my stepmother and her niece's fault. They came at the wrong time and i knew how bad and cruel they are, i was already being tortured by them and i just wanted to keep dua away from them! And the turnout was bad..
Grabbing my car keys i rushed to the hospital!

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