LOVE YOU BEYOND LIMITS

26.The sad ending

Shivin

God really like to play pranks on me.He didn't stop testing me.Even after death,he didn't end my miseries.He took my soul out of my body but left it on the earth to suffer.Then I'd to watch the love of my life lying on the hospital bed everyday.All I could do was wait for her to open her eyes.

After a year,the wait was finally over.Saanjh woke up but with no memories of last 3 three years of her life;The years when we met,became friends and then lovers.She forgot me,our love,our promises.I didn't know how to react,how to express my pain,grief,anger,frustration.

And then there was Vihaan.Such a traitor was a disgrace on friendship.

Even since Saanjh came out of coma,Vihaan has been lying to her about their relationship.His betrayal,his lies left me speechless.It was frustating to watch Saanjh falling into his honeytrap.He was taking advantages of her condition and I couldn't just stand it.I needed to make her remember me but I didn't know how.I tried to make her realise my presence but whenever I made an attempt,Saanjh got scared of me.My existence terrified her.

As time went by,Saanjh and Vihaan had become friends again just like old times and soon they decided to tie the wedding knot.In a fit of rage,I'd hurt Vihaan many times,hoping that he would stay away from Saanjh.But Vihaan didn't mend his ways.He didn't back away from his dirty mind games.

After a couple of attacks on Vihaan,Saanjh realized that some spirit (evil spirit according to her)wanted to keep her away from Vihaan . She took a decision to walk away from Vihaan's life to keep him safe.Whatever the motive was,I was happy that Saanjh would be away from that deciptor Vihaan.Saanjh broke the engagement and decided to move out to another city.But Vihaan managed to change her decision at the last moment.Saanjh even agreed to marry him.

I did everything I could  to stop their wedding but failed miserably.They got married and I couldn't do anything.A few months after their marriage, Saanjh's father suddenly met with an accident and lost his life.Saanjh was in grief .It was so painful to watch her breaking down.She was coping up with her loss.I wanted to hug her and caress her head when she sobbed at nights.I wanted to held her hands and console her .I wanted to be there for her.But I was helpless .I could do nothing .All the things I wished to do for her ,Vihaan did those things .He was there for Saanjh and her family.I didn't want to accept but I was thankful to him that he was there as her support system.

But all those moments brought them closer.Their bond became stronger and one day they became very close .One day Vihaan kissed her and Saanjh allowed him to do so.I felt my dead heart shattered into a million pieces at the moment.The pain was unbearable and I couldn't tolerate it.I couldn't watch him touching my girl.So ,I'd stepped in before things could go further.

Saanjh had a doubt that her father's death wasn't an accident.She began searching for clues that could confirm her doubt and she got some clues eventually. Unexpectedly and fortunately those clues led her to me.And finally she remembered me, our love, our promises,that  accident....Everything.

And when she called out my name with love and longing,a miracle happened.My non existence form found it's existence,I became visible to her.Saanjh could see me ,talk to me.I told her everything...How Vihaan lied to her and deceived her, how he took advantages of her trust .I also told her all the things that happened between Vihaan and me before the accident.

After all the revelations,we came to this conclusion that it might be Vihaan who planned our accident and probably killed her father too.

It was shocking for Saanjh.She was hurt,broken and angry by Vihaan's betrayal .I advised her to leave Vihaan and go as far away as possible from him.But Saanjh didn't agree to my decision .She swore that she would revenge on Vihaan.I was against it.I didn't want revenge ,all I just wanted Saanjh to be safe and sound.That's enough for me.

Despite my disapproval, request and warning,Saanjh took her revenge on Vihaan. She brought him to the place where the accident had took place and stabbed him to death.

"Really you never loved me?Never felt anything for me?"Vihaan asked,his voice was low and weak ,his left hand pressing the wound on his stomach.

"Never ever."Saanjh said,her eyes brimming with angry tears.

"Then what about those moments that we shared together?"Vihaan whispered,his teary eyes held hope as if his question would trigger something in Saanjh and he would get a different answer.

And I was afraid for a moment that Saanjh's answer would be different.

"Those moments means nothing to me ..just like you mean nothing to me."Saanjh spat out and I noticed how his eyes lost the last thread of hope and pain flickered in those eyes.

Vihaan's leg gave in and he knelt down on the ground.

"I hate you,Vihaan.You took away everything from me.I'll never forgive you.I hate you.I hate you."Saanjh shouted and broke into a run.

Vihaan called out her name but Saanjh didn't look back.She didn't stop.

Before following Saanjh ,I looked at Vihaan one last time.He was lying down on the ground,blood oozing out of his wound,turning the soil red around him.His faltering gaze lingering at a distance from where Saanjh ran away.

They say'You reap what you sow'.I believed Vihaan was reaping what he'd sowed.He was facing up to the consequences of his actions.He was experience the same kind of things that he has caused other people to experience;the pain of betrayal and the abandonment.I told myself that he deserved this but I wasn't feeling  satisfaction or happiness watching him die like this.

I hate Vihaan .I hate him so much for everything he did to me but I didn't want him to die like this.Never ever.He was my best friend once for God sake .After my mother and Saanjh,he was the only person closest to me.He was my brother.

If he'd not betrayed us,broke our trust,Our friendship wouldn't have ended this cruel way.Our story could have been different.

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That's where Shivin pov ends.From now on,you'll read the story from third person point of view(Author's).

What your thoughts about Shivin after knowing the story from his side?

Life was very unfair to Shivin.But that's what Life is, isn't it?
Life is never meant to be either easy or fair.