Alexander's POV:
What felt like days years almost I stayed in my room waiting for something. For John mainly but honestly anything to happen that wasn't a constant reminder of hell. I left my home to run from hell but it always finds a way back to me. Hercules knocked at my door "Hey Alex, hungry?" He asks kindly knowing that the fact he can't help John has been eating him. I stand up sluggishly walking over to the door slowly open it to see Hercules standing outside the door hold a plate with an omelette. "No thanks." I shrugged and went to close the door but he places his foot in the door "Alex you haven't eaten for three days you need to eat." He looks at me with consern in his light brown eyes. I look at him kicking his foot out of the way "I am fine." Shutting the door in his face, cutting myself from real world. Hercules stood outside the door then walked away feeling defeated back down the stairs. I grabbed my notebook and started to write random short stories. And scribbling little lions on the corners of the paper. This made two hours fly by, I only stopped because there was a knock at the door. Thinking it was Herc I shouted "Leave me alone." But then a voice that I have been dieing to hear "It's John." I spring up from bed and speed walk over to the door, throwing it open. John was a mess, he was shirtless what is with their guy and coming to my door without a shirt and covered blood I think to myself. His empty hurting eyes stared down into mine, a tear falling down his cheek. "Lex." He whimpers then pulls me into a hug. I bury my face into his chest, crying from the joy of seeing John again. He lets go of me, pushes me in the room and shuts the door. I stand there a bit confused but so happy to have John back in my life. He turned, picked me up and pressed his lips up against mine. I placed my arms on his chest. We only pull back to breath, when we pull back I stay back looking him in the eyes "John?" John looked back at me "Is something wrong." I step back "Look at you. Your a mess." John shrugged before answering "Is that an issue?" He pulled me back into his arms, I go to push away but he pulls me back. "John you can tell me anything. You know that right." I say softly, raising my hand and running my fingers through his floofy hair. He looked at me with a slight smile "I know Lex." He released me and sat on the bed, laying his head on his hand. "I'm a horrible person." I sit down next to him "no your an amazing person." I wrap an arm around him, he put his head on my shoulder "I should have been there." He sobs onto my shirt. I stroke his hair with one hand the other holding his. "What do you mean?" He looks up.
"She's gone." He cluctches my hand tighter.
I look at him.
"I don't know how." He looks back at me "but I know my father has something to do with it."
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Two broken souls (Lams)
Fanfiction~Complete~ Alexander Hamilton comes to the city so he can escape his old life. John Laurens lives through hell everyday. They both hide the pain, the tears, and the memories from their friends. But when the find each other they find someone that u...
