I stare at the white wall. My everything hurts. I have bruises on my flabby stomach and squishy legs. I sigh and close my eyes. I think about Calum. He kissed me. He actually kissed me.. Maybe I'm worth something to him. My stomach goes all fluttery.
You've got to be kidding! He doesn't like you. He doesn't know what he was doing, how could you even think that? Your worth nothing. your just a fat, ugly, stupid fag! Starve and get skinny then maybe you'll actually be worth something, even if it's a very small something.
I feel tears stream down my cheeks. I hate them! I hate the voices! And I hate them wen more because I know there right..
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FanficFan fiction Ashton Irwin, Michael Clifford, Calum Hood, Luke Hemmings Michael Clifford- 17, green eyes, lilac hair, 6'3, schizophrenic, anorexic Ashton Irwin- 18, hazel eyes, sandy hair, 6'0, self harm, abused Calum Hood- 16, brown eyes, brown hair...
