Midnight~5sos

Ana -makenns pov

The nurses won't let me see ashton. Once we got back from the zoo he ran to his room and hasn't came out since. It's been 3 days.. no one knows what wrong with him, everyone has been so quiet and I can't take it!

I pace the hallway that has the bedrooms branching off of it. Maybe he just needs to see his friends. Right? We could make him feel better. But they won't let us see him. Ugh!

I poke at my fries with a plastic fork then my stomach growls. I feel calum and luke look at me so I shove a fry in my mouth. It's salty and I can taste all the calories. Suddenly everything that's happening takes a toll and slaps me across the face. I hear scraping of my chair while it moves backwards and before I know it I'm rushing out the small cafeteria.

My knees buckle underneath me an my head juts out over the toilet. I throw up everything that I have eaten since the trip to the zoo. I'm still heaving even after there is nothing left. I slowly get back up and make my way to the sink, my hands find the edges and I grip for my life.

"Don't lose control makenna.." Ana says from the corner of the bathroom. Her skinny hands are resting on her hips, I cower as she walks towards me.

"I'm n-not." I stutter as she comes in closer. voices in my head chatter too fast for me to catch on to the conversations. My fingers get cold and my eyes fill with some black, as she continues talking my hearing goes hay wire. when I talk it hears as if I'm echoing.

"oh, but you are. and you know it. the boys know it. I know it." I can't see anything now so I have to move my hands along the walls. a hear a faint knock on the door.

before I can walk to the door my mind is going. my legs are failing on me and then nothing.