Shawn Mendes imagines

12- I Don't Even Know Her Name

Shawn's POV

The way her eyes sparkled when she smiled, the dimple in her left cheek that only showed up when she was actually smiling, the melodious sound of her laugh, the way her hair fell naturally over her shoulders those were the reasons I fell in love with her.

I wanted her, I needed her to make my life complete but there was something standing in my way. Her boyfriend, the one that had her wrapped around his fingers and the one that she had wrapped around her fingers.

Little did she know that she had me also wrapped around her fingers, little did she know that I was dying because I knew she wasn't mine, isn't mine, and never be mine. I fell for her hard and she left me there to lick up my wounds.

Little did she know that I was so wrapped around her fingers, my friends had always told me I was hallucinating and that she would never be mine and I knew this. She was all I thought about every night and every day.

There was something about her, it was deeper than her looks, it was deeper than her smarts, it's was deeper than her wealth. It was her bubbly personality and her beautiful smile, the one that made my heart skip every time I remembered that faithful encounter, the one that made me wish I was someone to her, the one that kills me every day because I don't even know her name and the one that made me scream in agony because I knew I would never see her again.

🐤🎀♡🎀🐤

tried to do something different today, hope you liked it <3

~esther

June 30, 2020