Through The Dark (Camren)

Chapter 15: Hurt

Lauren's POV

I held Camila's hand the whole drive home, and let her rest her head on my shoulder. We pulled into my driveway and I quickly went to pick Camila up.

"What do you want to do now baby?"

"Can I shower Lolo..I feel gross..."

"Of course baby..do you need new clothes? Should I go get you some? I'll be ride back okay?"

When I was about to walk out the door to get Camila some clothes, she grabbed my arm and pulled me in to her.

"Please don't leave me Lolo...can I just wear some of yours? Please?"

So I went and grabbed a hoodie and some shorts for Camzi. She came with me so she wouldn't be alone again. My poor fragile baby...who would do this to you?

"Lolo...can you help me...um...with my shirt.."

She looked at me with her damn puppy dog face and I had to resist the urge to kiss her.

She turned around so her back was facing me and I grabbed the hem of her shirt. I pulled it up slowly and felt my breathing slow down. She rolled her head onto my shoulder and kissed my cheek gently. I was still pulling her shirt up, when my hand accidentally touched her back. Camila let out a very low and soft moan and I couldn't help myself but to do it again. She looked amazing right now, with her head on my shoulder and her eyes shut, I wanted her so bad. But this isn't the right time. Not after what happened.

I brought her shirt over her head and gently pushed her forward so she was no longer on me. Camila turned around and pouted a little at the loss of contact, and tilted her head.

"Why did you stop Lo.."

"You've had a rough morning Camz...we can't...I want you to be ready...not just...vulnerable..."

Camila looked at the floor for a minute and closed her eyes. She let out a small sigh and unbuttoned her pants.

"Can you wait in here? I won't take a long time I swear. Just don't look okay?"

*20 minutes later*

Camila's POV

I could hear Lauren crying the whole time I was in the shower. When I got out she pretended like she was fine, fussing over me and asking what I needed and what she could do. I just told her I wanted to cuddle and watch movies and I wanted her to hold me. She gladly obliged.

Right now she's holding me so close to her I can't really move, and I understand why but seriously I can barely move.

"Laureeeeeeennnn, I can't move! Loosen up a little...please?"

Lauren didn't say anything but she loosened her grip and let me spin around to face her. Her eyes were heavy and her face was a lot paler than usual. She was obviously thinking about everything that had happened today.

I started to rub circles on her back and kiss her softly all over. She closed her eyes and her breathing got slower, but she still seemed overwhelmed.

"Lauren...look at me"

She shook her head.

"Look at me."

She squeezed her eyes shut.

"Lauren open your damn eyes and look at me!"

A small smile played on her lips.
Oh, so she wants to play huh?

I wriggled out of her arms and climbed on top of her. I got as close as I could to her ear without touching it and whispered
"Open your eyes baby...i promise it'll be worth it..."

Then I started kissing down her jawline, down her neck, around her collar bones, and back up again. Lauren let out a low moan and rolled her head back.

"Open your eyes Lauren..."

Lauren's eyes slowly rolled open and she smiled up at me.

"Damn Cabello...you're lucky I love you."

After that I smiled happily, because I won, then I kissed Lauren softly on the lips. We both smiled into the kiss until I pulled away. I rolled back onto the bed and into Lauren's welcoming arms. Lauren kissed the top of my head and smiled into my shoulder.

"I love you Karla Camila Cabello Estrabao" Lauren whispered into my shoulder as she fell asleep holding onto me.

"I love you Lauren Michelle Jauregui" I whispered back