Aizawa x reader One Shots

Its okay

I was excited to say the least I would be married in a couple of hours. I was extremely nervous but I was happy. I had gotten up early and began to get ready but before I could put on my wedding gown shota came in my room. "Darling what are you doing here?" I asked as he shooed away everyone from the room. I had a robe on so I was fine but I looked at him confused. "We need to talk" he said as I raised an eyebrow. "Whatever it is can wait after the wedding right? Let's talk after" I said as I held his hand reassuringly. "It can't it has to be now" he said as I nodded and we sat down on a couch together. "What is it?" I asked as my throat began to dry. "I cheated" he said and my heart stopped. I looked at him wide eyed and slowly took my hand back. "What?" I asked as I saw he had guilt and shame written all over his face "oh my god" I said barely audible for anyone to hear. I sat there quietly as I looked at the floor. "It was a stupid mistake I was drunk and I didn't know what was happening y/n-" I cut him off. "How long?" I asked as he looked shocked once he saw tears streaming down my eyes. "I-I.... three weeks" he said as I gasped and began to tremble. "I'm sorry" we both said at the same time as he looked at me confused. "What do you have to be sorry for?" He asked as I cried into my hands. "I'm sorry I should have been better.... I'll do better" I said and I heard a broken sob escape from shota as he fell on his knees in front of me. "You're enough y/n trust me I'm the fool" he said as he cried at my feet. "It's okay" I said as I wiped away my tears and looked at him. "We will start over again starting with this marriage" I said as I stood up. He held my ankle "you still want to marry me even after I cheated?" He asked as I turned to him. "You has no other choice but to didn't you? I didn't have much experience which made you look somewhere else right? I'll be better... I'll do better" I said as I walked away leaving shota on the ground guilty and bruised with me blaming myself.

After the ceremony we both shared a quick kiss and celebrated with the family as they congratulated us for the marriage and my one month pregnancy. I gave them the best smiled I could give until we got home. Shota had opened our house as I walked in and began to undo my dress but I couldn't by myself. I felt his hands behind me as he held unravel the big dress off me. "Thank you" I said as I stepped out of it. My lingerie was pure white as I turned to face him but he didn't look at me. I pushed him to sit on the bed as I straddled his hips and lifted his face and kissed him as tears fell from my eyes. He was my husband now and if I didn't want him to cheat I'd have to treat and serve him right? He pushed me away once he felt my tears as he wiped them away. "Y/n-" I cut him off as I took off his suit and kissed his neck roughly. "Y/n that's enough you don't have to do this" he said as he pushed me away again. "Are you going back to her? Because I can't do it right?" I asked as I cried. He pulled me to his chest and cried on my shoulder. "No of course not" he said as he kissed my bare shoulder "y/n I'm sorry" he said as he held me tighter. "Show me you don't need her and only me" I said as I wiped my tears. He took my mouth with his as he kissed me.

A couple of hours later
It was three in the morning as my naked body was covered in the sheets. I didn't expect any thing of what happened today. I cried just at the thought of the other women. Was she prettier than me? More experienced? Just what did she have that I didn't? I sniffled a bit before I felt Shota's chest hit my chest and he wrapped his arms around me as he kissed my shoulder once again and held me close. "Why didn't you leave me? You could have ran away from the wedding and I would understand... so why stay?" He asked as I turned to face him. "Because I love you" I said as he pulled me into another kiss. "I don't deserve you y/n" he said as tears left his eyes. "We will get through this together" I said as cupped his face and wiped away his tears. "I love you and I will show you that every single day of my life" he said as he rested his head on top of mine.

It's hard to say that the insecurities and nightmares went away quick but shota was always close by to comfort me and reassure me that he wouldn't make that mistake again especially after you had forgiven him whole heartedly and with your baby girl.