Love me instead

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Request from @lololta4444

To say the least I expected this outcome from the very beginning of mine and Hizashi's relationship. We would always argue about nemuri because deep down I always knew it wasn't just high school friends. I've always seen there longing and love struck stares but what would he say every time I brought the subject up? Right... 'Your crazy!' he said 'Your thinking way to much into our friendship' or my favorite 'she is just a friend'. I clicked my tongue as the door opened and there I saw the two laid on his bed now. "Let me guess 'It's not what it looks like'?"I asked as I rolled my eyes at the two. "I honestly cannot believe I was a fool" I said as hizashi and nemuri stood from the bed and began to change. I made my way to the closet as I packed up some of my stuff and zipped up the suitcase. "Y/n baby what are you doing?" Hizashi asked as he pulled up sweats and ran to the closet. "Don't baby me I'm leaving for good" I said as I pushed past him and to the front door. "Y/n I'm sorry" he said as he grabbed my wrist and I looked back at him. "It's fine I knew you two loved each other but whatever I hope you live a healthy life with each other and don't! Come looking for me" I said as I pulled my hand away and cleared away some of my tears.

I sat in my car for a couple of minutes as I received a call from Shota. I missed the first few calls he made to me mostly because I didn't want him to hear me in such a vulnerable state. I let the call ring and ring until it stopped. I started the engine and parked near a park as I left my phone in the car and walked around to calm myself down. I saw a small stream of water as I followed it and it brought me to a bridge. The water seemed to go deep and the the flow of the water quickened and became wider.

I looked down the bridge as my reflection stared back. I let out a long sigh as my heart finally calmed down. The sun was beginning to set as the parks lights brightened up and you could see still. I sat at the railing of the bridge as I looked at the sky. Maybe I just didn't want to see it but deep down I always knew those stares those two face was never just stares you give to a friend. I was a fool because I saw it and I should have let him go sooner. Just as I looked down back at the water I felt arms around my waist pull me inside the bridge.

Shota's familiar vanilla and jasmine scent wrapped itself around me as I stood back on the bridge. "Are you an idiot! This isn't a matter that you can try and kill yourself for!" He said as I saw his chest rise up and down quickly. He must have been running. "What are you doing here?" I asked as I met his stare. His eyes looked worried and relieved at the same time. "I heard what happened from Hizashi" he said as I looked at him. "Do you knew about those two?" I asked as shota quickly shook his head. "I only found out today and I beat the crap out of him before I came to look for you" he said as I looked at him and slightly smiled. "You came looking for me why?" I said as we both walked towards my car. "I was worried" he said as he took my hand in his. "He clearly didn't see what an amazing women he had in front of him" Shota said as his thumb ran up and down my hand. "You shouldn't blame yourself" he said as I looked at him. "But it is it's my fault... if I had left him sooner my heart wouldn't have to been broken" I said as he let go of my hand only to pull me closer. "Don't blame yourself what if things happen for a reason even though what he did was more idiotic don't blame yourself" he said as I nodded into his shoulder.

Shota unlocked his apartment door as he led me to a room and sat my bag down. "I'll go and make dinner you can unpack if you want" he said as he hesitantly left to the kitchen. I sat in bed as I replayed the events in my head. "If only I dated Shota instead" I told myself as I unzipped my bag and put stuff away.

For the next few months I stayed with shota and I tried to pay for half of the rent but he always told me no but that didn't stop me from at least paying some of the bills and groceries even though he warned if I continued he'd kick me out jokingly of course. The months spent with him made me realize I fell for the wrong guy because shota was perfect at least to me as I got to know him better. He would be serious at times but he could also joke around here and there. He was very kind and he got super flustered from just a few teasing. Not to mention whenever he almost slept in I would walk in his room and I would wake him up which meant I heard his morning voice and occasionally saw a lazy morning smile. Every time I would dash right outside and have a mini heart attack because I my heart and face were so flustered.

I still went to work but I avoided where I knew Hizashi or nemuri would be at even though both of them tried finding me to talk I would easily slip away. I always ate lunch with Shota after everything that's happened and especially because he would always forget the bento I would make for him at home purposely so I could bring it to him and scold him for leaving it but he enjoyed it and my company.

Today was like any other I brought lunch into the classroom and we ate while I helped him grade papers. "Y/n?" He asked as I stuffed myself with a strawberry and looked up as I chewed on it. He reached his hand to my face as he wiped away some food I had at the corner of my lips and I blushed as he pulled his hand back and licked his fingers teasingly. I felt daring so I finished the strawberry and put down the papers as he went back to work. If he was going to tease me so would I! Just who did he think he was? I would wine for sure! As he set down a graded paper he was going to grab another but I stopped him as I straddled his lap and I saw how his cheeks turned a light pink before a smirk played on his face and his hands held my waist. I wanted to back out of this game but I didn't want to lose in this teasing game. My heart began to pound as I wrapped my hands around his neck. He tensed but soon relax and pulled me closer from my hips as I sat right above his man hood. I bit my lip as I looked up at him and then I looked at his lips. I leaned in closer as he attacked my lips with his and kissed me. My heart felt like it was going to leave my body as he held me firmly.

The make out session stopped as the door swung opened and I heard the guy I didn't want to hear or see ever again. "Erasure! You'll never believe what your class did-" he was cut off as he saw the both of us tangled up. I rested my head against Shota's shoulder as I let out a small laugh that we were to caught up that we both didn't hear or well I certainly didn't hear. "Bad timing um I'll be back" Hizashi said as he left. I looked up and smiled as I saw shota looking at me worriedly. "You heard him coming" I said as he nodded and I shook my head in disbelief. "Y/n this isn't a game to me that kiss was genuine and-" I cut him off with another kiss as I whispered against his lips. "That's all I needed to know" I said as he held my face and kissed me again. "Love me instead" he whispered as I shook my head and he looked nervous. "I already do" I said as he turned red but held me close as he gave me another kiss.

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