No strings attached part 6

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Shota managed to take me out the club and I hated myself for letting him. Why do I cling onto hope with him? Silent Tears began to fall as Shota called a taxi over he shoved me in and then sat next to me as I faced the window away from him. I gave my address to the taxi driver and once we made it to my apartment Shota paid and followed behind me. I unlocked my door and stepped in leaned against the wall to unclip my heels or tried to at least Shota saw my struggle and got down on his knees to take them off himself. We hadn't said a word since we arrived, we both had silent battles in our heads. Once they were off I sat on my couch and looked at Shota "What do you want from me Shota" I asked and he sat across from me "more sex? Is that it? The green haired girl doesn't satisfy you? Or is it that you miss treating me badl-" he cut me off "You, I miss you and only you" he said as I rolled my eyes and scoffed. "Funny how you didn't care and all of a sudden you do" I said as I buried my face in my hands. "I'm serious y/n I've been going crazy thinking about you and how I'm slowly losing you" he said as I looked up a bit and saw he was sincere but I was tired of this, tired of him giving me hope only to leave me high and dry "What ever happened with no strings attached" I said as I looked at him "mind you that you're the one that implemented the rules" I say as I crossed my arms. "Right you can fuck other people but I can't do the same right?" I stood up "I told you I liked you I broke the rule okay? Now you can leave me alone we are done..." the silence was there. "I'm sorry" he said as he stood up "but I can't do that" he said as he stood face to face with me "Y/n I'm sorry for putting you through all this and more... but I can't forget and I don't want us to end-" I cut him off "but You don't want a relationship and I want one" I said as I went to the kitchen and he followed behind me "I'll try for you" I turned my head to that I almost laughed at that statement if I didn't see how his eyes seemed genuinely scared and desperate. "What?" I asked dumbfounded "I want to try being in a relationship with you if you'll let me... I want to be better because I really want you back" he said as he walked closer "I don't want to lose you" he whispered as hesitated on hugging me close to him. "Shota?" I asked as he didn't let go of me "I know it's selfish of me to be be asking for the relationship after everything I've done to you... I don't think you know how scared I am to lose you more than anything you're right I treated you badly only because I was starting to like you and you seemed like you wanted our no strings attached agreement to stay... I was scared and jealous when hawks showed up yes I bitter and a jerk for making accusations about you guys.... I was jealous right now after I saw you dancing between those two men and I was glad you came with me leaving them for me instead.... It's selfish of me to want you after everything I've done but give me a chance and I'll make everything right for us" he said as he lifted his head and I kissed him and he kissed back tears fell from his eyes in relief. Our No strings attached never worked to begin with.

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