Aizawa x reader One Shots

I Didnt Mean It

Shota and I usually never had arguments but when we did it wasn't pretty. We never physically gave each other bruises or hits but verbally we did. That's how this all started with shota coming home late again and later then usual. The apartment door opened as in stepped in the man of the hour. I stood in the living room with my arms crossed as he walked in and sighed because he knew I'd start to lecture him. "Can you not? Please all I want is some peace and quiet at least for tonight" he said exhausted. It wasn't like I didn't understand that shota was stressed from being a teacher and working night shift while going on patrols but he would always make it a point on making it seem like I was less important in his life I never once got a kiss from him if I wasn't the one to give it to him much less a text on when he would come home or where he be if he changed locations. "You want peace and quiet? That's rich" I said as I looked at him. "I've been stuck here all day worried about you-" he cut me off as he tangled his fingers in his hair. "Yeah well no one asked you to and you can go out I'm not tying you down to this apartment" he said as I looked surprised but I quickly hid it. "I don't leave this apartment because I don't want to worry you and we are talking about you and how you can't seem to ever catch a break just look at what time it is" I said as I looked at the clock which timed 3:00 am. "Look I really don't want to argue can we talk about this in the morning?" He asked as he looked at me. "No because in the morning you don't want to talk about anything so we are talking right now" I said as I walked up to him. "Did you even check what day it was yesterday you left early in the morning in a rush?" I asked as he looked at me confused. "Of course you didn't" I said as I let out a dry laugh. That's when shota saw a half eaten cake on the table with the letters happy birthday but the rest of my name was gone. "Look I'm sorry I've just been busy" he said as he held the bridge of his nose. "I don't care about this what I care about is that this isn't the first time you forgot a special event and not to mention how-" he cut me off. "I know I got it can I sleep now and I'll make it up later" he said as he tried walking away. The blood in my veins started boiling with rage as he brushed this aside again. "Shota you are not leaving" I said as he turned around and I saw he was clearly irritated. "If I knew this was going to be with you and your bitchy attitude I wouldn't-" I cut him off as hot tears slipped out because of how his words made me feel. "You wouldn't have to deal with me or dated me right? Well don't mind me and my bitchy attitude anymore because I'm leaving for good!" I yelled as I walked out the apartment as I slammed the door shut. I didn't pass him one last glance as I walked away and into the night.

I bought a night at a hotel for the night as I laid in bed I realized I left my phone at the apartment and left without any spare clothes while the money I spent on the hotel was one third of the amount I had on me. I let out a sigh as I gave a shaky laugh and tears rolled down my face once again. Maybe this was for the best maybe shota and me weren't meant to be even though it pained my heart just by thinking that. I eventually fell asleep in a soaked tear stained pillow.

Once morning rolled in I called out the bank and had my new credit cards delivered to my room at the hotel as I payed for one more night and I called nemuri and was she glad I had called her because it seemed shota wanted to start searching for me with the police. "Oh my god! Where are you!? I was so worried after shota came banging on my door at 4 in the morning and he was asking where you were" she said as I leaned on the wall of the bed. "I'm safe that's all you need to know and can you tell him I'm fine and that he doesn't have to worry about me anymore anyways I just wanted to give you a call to let you know I'm fine and safe" I said and the other side of the phone went silent. "I don't have to worry anymore? What kind of bullshit is that?" Shota asked from the side of the phone. I closed my eyes in frustration "where are you?" He asked as I took a deep breath. "I'm not going to tell you and didn't we make things clear last night? Well I mean you certainly made things clear so I don't understand why you went out looking for me if I was clearly something you didn't sign up for with me 'bitchy attitude'" I said repeating the same word he told me the night before as he repeated the same question again. "Where are you?" He asked and I hung up the phone down harshly.

I stayed in my hotel room either sleeping or watching TV as I waited for room service to come knocking at my door and I finally heard it. When I opened the door I wasn't greeted by an employee but rather shota swinging his arms around me as his chest hit my face and he held me in an embrace and his scent of vanilla and jasmine hit my nostrils. I heard his heart beat calm down as he held me tight but I pushed away and that's when I saw his red puffy eyes as tears still slipped out. "I'm sorry I'm so sorry" he said as fell down on his knees and hugged my thighs. "I've neglected you and I'm sorry for saying harsh things... please let's go home and we can talk about this" he said as he tightened his grip on my thighs. I was at a loss for words "darling?" He said as he looked up as my chest heaved up and down. "I can't" I said as he stood up quickly and took my hand in his. "W-why not?" He asked as he pulled my hand close to his heart. "Because we aren't meant to be-" he cut me off. "Don't finish that y/n don't you dare, I love you" he said as he cupped my cheek with his free hand as I leaned into his warmth slightly. "I didn't mean it and I wish I never opened my mouth to begin with, I need you in my life and I won't let you leave me not in this life time" he said as he stepped closer and leaned down to my lips as he brought me in for a kiss and held me by my waist. He held onto me tightly to scared to let me go for a second as he looked in my eyes again. "Please don't leave us" He said as I swung my arms around his neck and he released a breath of relief as he kissed my neck and held me close to him. "Let's go home" I said as his chest fell down and he relaxed.