lockdown ♡ hyunin

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→ tea ? anyone ?

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[hyunjin.]

okay, here it goes.

don't you dare mess it up hwang.

"so uh, you remember how jisung said i wasn't this whipped since something happened?" jeongin nodded.

well, i haven't been attached to anyone since i lost seungmin. you see innie, he was a big part of my life. we grew up together, he was practically my soulmate." i explained.

"he was everything to me, and i swore that i would protect him from everything, but it turns out, i didn't have the power to."

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flashback

i'm visiting seungmin today! i brought him poppies since they're his favorite.

i wanna make him happy despite his sickness, he means so much to me.

"hyunjin! you didn't have to send me flowers, i'm already content with you visiting me here."

"but minnie, you love flowers, and i think that it would be a sin to see you without them. you're my flower boy."

"stop being cheesy hwang, you're making me cringe." seungmin gave me a glare, but it only made him cuter in my eyes.

"oh c'mon minnie, you know you love my cringy lines! i'm only going to bless you more with them once you finally leave this hospital."

"jinnie, you know that's impossible. with my condition, we both know i'm not getting out of here any sooner."

"minnie, don't say that. do not lose hope, okay? i'm here for you." i tried to cheer him up.

"i know that hyunjin, you've always been there for me. thank you, i love you so much."

"i love you too, my angel."

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"o-oh, so you were in a relationship?"

"not exactly, i wasn't able to admit my feelings to him. despite saying i loved him, i lost the chance to explain that my feelings for him were not just platonic. he was ill, and i was too late."

why is he staring at me like that?

"i understand hyung, seungmin was a significant person in your life, and he still is. it's alright for you to become sensitive and distant, it's a process of acceptance. i guess i should give you alone time right now."

i was about to tell jeongin to stay with me, but i glanced at him to see his dull eyes that always used to sparkle.

don't leave me too.

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im so sorry for the late update 🥺 i wasn't well and today isn't my day so i just felt really bad.